PIG's new name shall be shitpig =)
hahax ... nice a not ??
*u better dun flood my tagboard horx ...
and i din suan siao u lorx ....
dun say i ill treat u sia ....
i treat u so good lorx =)

dun tink too much lorx ....

im not telling so many people this time ...
hahax ....

<3 ABP & SHITPIG & KOR & HIM
=)

COME POST AGAIN ~
today was quite alright bahx ...
quite slack de ... first two period was POA ..
time passes quite fast today sia ... very fast POA was over ..
hahax ... then was PE .. played badminton with fatin and rt ..
play for quite long .. then i not strength le ...
then take a break ... let they two play ...
hahax ... after PE was SS ...
got back my paper ... was quite ok to me bahx ...
i always got a just pass only de .. but this time get higher a bit ...
so was quite happy lorx ....
im aiming for a 30++ for geog ....
hope i can get it lorx ...
i really wish sia ... for else results very lousy ...
then was recess ... went canteen with marion today ...
bought things to eat then after eating finish went to change ..
then went back class ...
got back my FNN paper ...
PEOPLE ~ guess how was it ..........




I PASSED !!!!!!!!!!!
AND IT WAS A "B" FOR ME ~
im happy because i really din expect a pass at all ...
cause i din study much for it ...
and most of it i just anyhow write de ..


afetr that was English ...
got back my paper 2 ... FAILED le ..
sad lehx .... hope other parts i can passed bahx ..
pull this marks up .... cher have to go off early today ..
so we had like 1 period free de ...
was doing maths at first ...
then he came and talk to me ...
ask how my decision ...
tell him i dunno .. haven think finsh yet ..
and i have to tell him tonight as promise on wednesday i tink ..
haiz ... im really confused sia ...
i want to give him the chance ... i want ..
but there is like too many things stopping me from doing so ..
see how the problems goes bahx ...
i feel like .... we are so near but it seems too far to reach each other ...
haiz ...

so shall tink about it later bahx ...

post until here today ...

i like this para "My life is forever changed,
Just because you loved me
For a moment in time.
And because I choose
To love you
For the rest of mine "

here today again ~
today is just so bored ..
hmm .. first period was physics ..
then go through paper then ........
after that was maths ...
got back my paper 2 le ..
haiz ... din get what i really hope ..
for maths only got a B4 ..
so sad sia ... then after that was chem ..
go through paper 3 and paper 1 ...
then was recess ... went libray ..
but had science practical briefing after recess ...
after this should be CME de ..
but mr chen change it to CHEM..
that means 5 period of chem today ..
after that is POA I tink ...
go through the basics ...
and did it on my own ...
and ask for help from marion at the start ..
and did it on my own after that ...
and after that was english ..
went library again ... read national geograpic *dunno how to spell *
then had lesson at 2.45 later ...
so went canteen eat ...
i guess correctly .. we still had practical lorx ...
they wun be so bad to cancel it de ..
when it is like a few weeks away ..
and no mood to do prac today ...

went library find peggie after practical ...
then went home .. so early go home very sian ..
so went lot 1 walk walk ... peggie bought malt candy ..
then i say she still young ... hahax ...
and then i went mini toons buy candy eat ...
after that went ntuc buy drinks to drink ...
after that went home ....

hahax ...
having the same shift as pig for science practical ..
hahax .. good good ...
so happy ... got people accompany me ..
but he dun wan =X ... stupid PIG ~~~
what so bad about my class huh ??
is it about the some ppl or ??
lolx .. i dunno ..

tml friday le ... what im going to tell him huh ?
i really dunno sia ..

post until here ... post tml bahx ..

here again ...
first thing =)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO PEGGIE !!!

today was quite alright ...
reach in the morning and they have already reach ...
im always so late .... hahax ...
lesson as usual boring to me ...
except when taking back the results ...
got back POA ....
i gladly say that
I FAILED IT THIS TIME !! ~
got really low sia .... but nvm ...
expected de ...
then was MT ... sians ...
was bored at my place so went find fatin chat chat ...
and someone is just not humble ... hahax ..
i din say who sia .. then compare results ...
he won me science and poa ... and was not humble at all ..
hahax .. that joking only la ...
and i told him i win him MATHS !!
then we agreed not to say each other le ..
hahax ... but i cannot control saying him and her sia ..=)
what the fun saying all this thingy ?
dun quite understand sia ... hahax ...
then was chem ...
went to do practical ...
was quite ok bahx .. but quite still lazy to do the last few things ..
and so just copy answer from fatin ...
and the substance given to us can be used to make small fireworks ..
i saw it in front of my eyes ... so nice sia ...
and it really look like mini firework .. NICE !!!

and went for recess after that ... libray din open ..
so went back class .. but class a bit boring ..
then decided go canteen ...
and i went eating again =)

after recess was english ... din do much things ...
tink the lesson i really enjoy today was SS ...
dunno why lehx .. is just not boring lorx ...
and was maths .... haiz ... continued to go through the paper 1 ...
and after school had physics practical ..
was quite boring lorx ... had to do two experiments ..
and the two graphs made me so fed-up ..
keeping drawing the wrong one ...
and so i quickly draw and wanted to finish it quickly ..
dun let peggie wait so long ..
and many ppl broke things today ...
suddenly received a msg ...
so surprised sia .. din expect to get any sms at that time de ...

hmm ... another problem came up again ...
but tink i have to solve it myself and the answer
is only known myself ..
but im confused .... can i trust him again a not ??
haiz .... nvm ... i shall tink about it when im free ..

post again tml bahx ... going to watch tv le ..
BYE ~~~

today come post again ....
today was ok bahx ... reach school then peggie and angel also reach le ..
then walk to parade square ... they so quiet today ...
so scary sia ... then i also quietly sit there ...
then went back to class there sit ...
first period was chinese ... free period ...
so sit there ... wanted to do maths de ...
but the mood wasnt there ... so do a while only ...
then sit there stare into the air ... then read the notes angel gave me ...
it was quite useful sia =) ..
then was maths ... she go through paper 1 ...
I WAN BACK MY PAPER 2 sia .... FASTER GIVE BACK ...
she say can only give back on thurs ...
is like so long to thurs sia .... but what else can i do except wait ??

then was recess ... went library as usual ...
but today a bit hungry .. then went canteen ...
then went back ...
FNN was a boring periods .. spent 5 period copying answers sia ...
5 periods lehx ... last week also like that ...
i hate tuesday sia !!

then got chemistry extra class ....
I PASSED !! SO HAPPY SIA =)
but to me .. i wanted to score ... but din get what i want ...
so shall work hard .... i always say this de ...
dunno will do it a not ...
rt giving me attutide again sia ...
fed-up ... but nvm ... small matter ...
and got 1 more mark .. hahax ..
then after lesson went find peggie ...
she forget bring purse ... hahax ...
then went home ....

PIG : what the meaning of that sia ... u scold scold scold ..
i dun even know what the meaning ... faster tell me !!

kkx .. post until here bye ...

hahax .. first of all
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO PIG KOR ~
omg .. hairs stands sia =)
hope u enjoy today sia ....

kkx , next ...
talk about today ...
got back some papers ... but all to my disappointment ..
all the results was lousy .... sians ...
shall post the results when i have all of it ~
first period was free period ...
then second and third was chinese ... but to me also free ..
then was physics ... got back my paper ..
din do what i expect myself to get ...
sad ... then was the practical that pull me down ..
AND i won rt by half a mark for paper 2 ...
and i was just so happy sia ... but lose to her for practical
SIANS ... nvm .. i SHALL work hard ...

then after recess was geog ...
SIANS .. nvm get back the paper sia ...
im aiming for a 30 this time ....
hope will get it ....
then was maths ....
din get what i really wanted .... i was just so sad ...
my tutor say is not bad ... but to me ...
is just so bad .... SADDDDD !!

then was english ... din get back any paper ...
he was going through the compo thingy ...
i did the question which he say that we should not try ...
and he ask who did that question ... and so i rise up my hand lorx ..
then he call me and say that he din say i will fail de ...
that say say say .. then i was like ...
so many ppl do that one why must tell me ??
lolx ..

after school went back home straight ...
then plan plan plan for later thingy ...
then went out at 6 sharp ...
and when i reach it was so early ....
next time shall not go out so early le ...

when pig reach then went into mac study a bit ...
then i just did like half a question =X ...
was teaching him practical thingy ..
i know i teach like nv teach like that horx ..
then when peggie they all reach then study a bit more ...
then after that went cut cake ...
then eat .. then went back mac again ...
when going to the mac ... my shoe broke ..
=(

sians then have to drag all the way until the ntuc there ...
hate the dragging sound =X
then went basic point buy super gule then gule it ..
then went mac ... then sit there ....
until 10 ++ went off ....
then went bus stop ... the stupid shoe keep coming out ...
SIANSSSSSS !!!
then slowly slowly walk to the bus stop ...
then talk talk in the bus stop ...
then bus came and went up bus ...

pig msg me ...
im so happy to have a good kor like him ... hahax ..
ALL my kor are just wonderful sia ....
ABP is also just wonderful ... hahax
i will tell you when i really cannot tahan de ...
hahax ... lets wait for the day to come bahx right ???
maybe like what u say ... SOON bahx ...
and btws ... do u have the code for the blog for not letting ppl see the source de mahx ..
if have tell me ... i wan it .. THX !! anyone here have it can also tell me ...
nth to type le ... BYE !!

TO YING HUI :
i wan the code ...
i wun tell u who is it ...
there no need for u to know also ...

rt skin u go find ... i no mood go find le ...
u say u help her find de horx ... i din say ...
and dun go guess all those impossible people pls ...
u know what i mean bahx ...
THANKS !! =)

just came back from POA tution ...
and now waiting for my turn for home tution ...
so come blog a while ...
POA was alright bahx ...
at first was quite angry ... but slowly ok le ..
they bluff me again ... say nv do ..
but in the end still do ....

YINGHUI .. i want the code horx ...
and i wun tell u who is it de ...
u slowly wait ... hahax ...

im so looking forward to tml lorx ..
i wan back all my paper so much ...
i wanna see how i fare ... i wanna see ...
nvm .. let wait for tml to come ..
i want my CHEM and maths paper back ..
the rest nvm .. can wait ...
and i dun wan my POA paper ...
sians ... but it will still come back some day ...

i dun seems to be letting go ..
is not easy letting go at all ..
i miss him a lot a lot ...
how how ????

hahax . PRELIMS are over .. finally ...
so next is just to wait for the results to come out ...
hmmmm .. tink will fail POA paper 2 , fnn ...
thats a lot ... 2 subjects ...
poa i due to me not studying ... and fnn no mood to study yesterday ..
and just started studying at 10 ... nvm ...
lets wait for results to be out ... Hope for good news bahx ..
i want score for my chem .... i did study this time ...
and i also wan to score for my maths ... but i tink is not possible bahx...
skip a lot of questions ... haiz ...

so went out with peggie and angel after school ...
so after my POA paper rushed home ... and the buses was like full ..
so waited for 2 buses i tink ....
then meet at cck interchange , went far east ...
on the bus was so quiet ... dunno why ...
then reach far east walk walk ...
saw my cousin there ... she say i nv study ...
lolx .. she also mahx ...
then bought presents for peggie and wk ...
then went back lot 1 to eat ...
ate LJS ... then went walk walk around lot 1 and bought wk present ..
then went home ...
lazy to type more le ... hahax =)

post tml bahx !!

i made a decision le ...
i din want to patch after listening to people comments ..
all of them say no ... and i myself also feel like that ..
and after i told him ...
u all know what ?? he wanted the break because he thought im angry with him
and thought i would want the break .. so he intitate the break ...
what the big deal of who dumping who ?? I DUN CARE AT ALL !!
so now he is like wanting to patch ... and say he wun hurt me again ..
i have already lost the trust with him ...
and i told him we will just be friends .. and move on
and he said that he really want to patch ..
i told him to talk about that after Os .. i want to concentrate on my studies
he just blew his temper and said that he tink i dun love him at all ..
and i replied : if u tink so .. i got nth to say and it shows that u dun trust me at all ..
and that he ask me what i want him to do to patch back ...
i really dunno and din reply him ...
people people tell me how should i tell him ???
i really dunno what to do .... how to finish this without so much friction ..
why cant this end nicely ... why did it end so "ugly" ??


i dunno how to face him in school anymore ...
why din it just finish and finish it all ...
and just be friends and go on with life ...
AHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!
STRESSED UP !!

just woke up from my wonderful sleep ...
my mother keep screaming to ask me wake up ...
fed-up so wake up le ...

today paper was ok bahx .. the maths paper was quite tough to me ..
not so confident will score well .. but tink a pass should be ok de ...
then geog paper was alright bahx .... just wrote a lot of rubbish on it ..
then went library after that .. find peggie then go eat ...
then went lot 1 .... after that came back home ....
took a bath ... and then played com a while .... then sleep le ...

im confused again ...
he asking whether we can patch a not ...
im scared to get hurt again ... we have already patch for once le ..
but we break again ... i have no confdence in it already ...
but the point is ..
i feel that the distance between us is just too big ...
and we are just not suitable for each other ....
our temper just dun match too ...
he get angry easily of small matters ...
and i get angry easily too ...
so what should i do ??? im confused ...
he told me to consider first ...
this time must really think about it le ...
i dun wan to make the wrong decision again ...
AHHHH !!!! what should i do ??

due to too bored , so come and post ...
today was quite ok ... reach home at around 11 ...
wanted to go out study ... but peggie too tired ..
so not going out to study ....
i wanna go swim ... pig told me it going to rain ....
so maybe staying at home today ....
today physics was quite ok bahx ....
forgot the formulas for electrity and those power thingy ...
so just anyhow write some answer down ...
at least wrote something down there ....

tml having maths and geog paper ..
haven study anything ... maybe later go sleep a while ..
wake up then study ....

he started to talk to me le ... but i just got nth to say to him ...
and he say i give him attuitde ....
is not ... is just nth to say le ....
dunno why ... maybe i still cannot let go bahx ....
i dunno why i still cannot let go of this lehx ..
hanging on to something which is not possible and not going to happen again anymore ..
things just keep coming back into my mind ....
everything that he have done .... the promise he made to me ...
but he still broke it ...
ARE PROMISES MEANT TO BE BROKEN ???
that question have been on my mind ....
anyone have the answer ???

come post today ...
was suppose to have tution ...
but he wanted to change to 2.30 ..
but i cannot ... so told him 2.30 i cannot ..
then he change it to tml 11 ...
so after this tution going to rush to another one ...
sian ... this is my boring life ..

so went out to study ... before going to study ..
went lot 1 to buy yh present ....
she wants a liquid foundation ... and a hair dye ...
me being a idiot in this ... went in watsons looking for it ...
and ask wk about the hair dye thingy ..
but when he replied... i bought it already =X
nvm ... at least he replied ... lolx =)

then meet peggie in lot and went limbang study ...
today just dun seems good ...
the information just dun go into my brain ...
im going to fail ss this time ...
maths also haven go do ... but did a bit today ...
saw marion and haozhi there too ...
haozhi ask me where him ...
and i just say dunno and tell him marion is there ...
that the way i always talk to him ...
he ask about him .. and i will ask him where marion ..
hahax .. special way of talking ...

im just having a crave to go swimming ..
and today dunno why .. wan to play the car car thingy ...
but nobody play with me ... peggie dun wan to play ...
sians .... so many things i want to do ....

i wan to forget ... but just too many things is reminding me ...
i dunno why ... like the way we always walk to school ...
even limbang also have it ... haiz ... time time !!! pass by fast ....

post until here today .... going to study soon ...
hope so ... hope some things just go in ...
or mon im really to die .... i dun wan to fail ...
=(

today no school ...
came online about 10++ until now ..
today wanted to go swimming ...
but raining now ... sian ...
shall go tml .. I DUN CARE !!

haven study yet ... sian ...
later then go study ...
i din think of him today ...
until someone told me ...
studpid lorx .. i wanted to forget ..
but she reminded me ...
told me he was under the rain and ask if im sad ...
then i told her dun need to tell me all this ..
im nobody to him le ....
but .....

yh birthday coming soon ...
haven buy her present ...
peggie and wk ones coming too ...
kw present haven buy ...
sians ... so many things i haven go do ...
need to save up le ...
lolx ...

i just love this song so much man ~
hahax ...
post again tonight i hope ..
hahax

today had english paper 2 ....
was quite ok i tink .... i still had the time to rewrite everything nicely ..
but POA to me was not so ok le ....
sians ... im just scribbing on the paper ...
nvm .. hope for a pass this time is enough ...
but stupid me din study the tution thingy ...
and it came out ... so just wrote what i remember ...

after that went libray to wait for peggie to finish lesson ...
then went to eat ... din talk to rt le ...
she just going too overboard ... suaning me as and when she like ...
i just hate it ... and why must she care so much who i wanna eat with ..
is my business ... and she just suan me like that ???
just because if small things she can suan me ???
so i just suan her back ... not suan actually ...
just talk back to her ... she just going too overboard ...
she maybe will tink that her words are nth ...
but to me .. it means a lot ....
it just unpleasant to me ...
this time is really not my fault le ...
nvm ... maybe this few days my temper is just bad ..

so people if i do anything that make u all angry ...
please tell me ....
too many things are happening ...
making me so stress-up ...

went lot 1 with yh after eating with peggie ...
as yh wanted to refund for her book ..
as her auntie bought the wrong ones ...
then saw my POA tutor there ...
saw him and i just laugh and called for yh ...
then went find the staff to exchange for the book ..
then ask yh to go ask him about the POA thingy ...
then tink her answers like ......
mine arent any better .. or even worse ...
went home after that ..
finally my bus came before hers ...
so have to pang seh her lorx ...
always is her pang seh me de ... today is me ..
hahax ....

the feeling for today is just very weird ...
without going to school with him ...
and just some things are just missing ...
my morning seems just so plain ...
without him telling me about the cars ...
things that made him angry ... about his life ...
is just very weird ... nvm ...
things will become normal soon ...
im still controlling myself ...
im still looking towards my right during exams ..
looking at what he is doing ... but din make it so obvious ..

i will try to not think too much ...
but just some things are letting me think more ..
i want to concetrate on my studies ...
i want !! IM TRYING !!!
im ok de ... im trying to let go ..
give me more time will do ...
tml no school for me ... another day for me to relax ..
haven study for next week subjects ....
sians ...

i wanna go swimming ... i just want to dip into the water ..
and swim a few laps .... let me de-stress a bit ...

came post today ...
studied just now ..
but din quite understand ... nvm ...
shall just try my best tml ... and hope for the best ...
studying with wk is really just not sleepy ...
just dun feel like sleeping while studying ...
just feel bored after some time ...
then he keep playing with the name ...
but nvm .. today is just the last day u can do that le ....
=(

that bad feeling just came too fast ...
really too fast .... just too fast for me to accept ..
and we are just friends from now ...
today 13/9/06 .... 1 week before the first month ..
I AM FREE LE !!!
but free does not mean good ...
but people .. just dun ask me who suggest that ...
to me this does not matter ..
i know that he once love me and i also love him will do ..
as love does not have forever ...
what important to me is just memories ...
i shall just keep the happier day with me ..
and let those sad things slowly fade away ...
let time heal things ....
but at least we broke nicely ... without any quarrels or anything...
at least i have memories for me to think of ...
im sad .. that of course ... who will not be sad de ??
im just scared i will not be able to concentrate in school ...
with him sitting just in front of me ....
i shall control myself ... i SHALL !!

i shall move on ... time does not wait for me ...
and let time slowly heal the wounds ...
tml is just a slacking paper ...
i dun mean english ... i mean the POA paper ...
yea !! do not need to go to school on friday ... can sleep ..


nvm .. is late now ... post again tml or another day ...

come post today ....
had prelim today ...
din study much for it ...
wanted to study yesterday de ...
but fell asleep till today morning ..
so no choice .. still have to go what ...
must thanks siti a lot ... cause she told me a lot of things today ..
like the format thingy .. then she also told me a lot of chemistry stuff ...
then wanna thank peggie too .. she pei me go find safety pin ...
then also angel .... even though it was too late and i have it already ...
thanks for getting me the safety pin .... THANKS LOTS !!

tink english was still ok ... wrote 4 pages for the compo ..
and tink 3 page plus for the letter ...
first time write so long for section 2 ...
thought today is going to be a unlucky day ...
cause button drop early in the morning ...
then reach school went office to ask for safety pin ...
dun have ... then went around to find safety pin ..
then lucky .. home econ room have ..
or else i also dunno what i am going to do ...
chemistry was quite ok bahx .... tink can pass lorx ...
but physics will surely pull me down ...
shalll work hard for physics this time ...
must win rt !! then can stop her from suaning me ...
then i can suan her ....
just hate her suaning me .... she can suan until i really fed-up ...
nvm ... shall not care so much .... wait till she really go overboard ...
see what i will do .... =)

tml POA le ... sians half ... shall study on it ...
show rt i really can do well de ... hate her suaning ....
hahax ...

that feeling is back .... stupid me ....
keeping thinking for that things ....
but my memories just make me of that ....
why cant i think of the happy ones ....
know why ?? cause the sad ones are replacing the happy one le ..
why why ??? why cant i have more happy ones ???
the sad things are just happening so fast that i cannot see the happy ones le ...
the sad things are just multipy to fast ...
maybe i should sit down one day and think after it soon ...
or maybe just one day when i cannot stand it le ...
and decide on it bahx ......
but that day better dun come so fast ...
im not so prepared for it .....

going out to study le =)
post next time ....

today come post le ...
had poa tution today .. but home tution was cancelled ...
hahax ... but slack the whole day ...
POA tution was kind quite ok today ...
cause i did some homework ...
but still never finish ... then when cher ask whether we got do ..
only me never do ... nvm .. xi guan le ....
but both of them told me they never do ...
but last minute go do without telling me ....

nvm .. cher know im weaker .....
so ask me copy down the answer ....
then copy down lorx ....
then went home ....
then slack around again ... played com for 2 hours ...
change blogskin .. is this nice ???
comments needed !!!

im feeling so weird this few days .....
just feeling very weird .... im still confused
confused in my feelings ...
and this few days wondering did i make the wrong choice ??
did i do the wrong things ??? maybe i did not think too much that day ??
did not consider many things before i give my answer ....
but i know .. i really love him ......
but do him ??? IM REALLY CONFUSED !!
i dun understand what is he thinking ...
or maybe i should take a break in this ....
and really consider this problems/ factors ....
some things happened and make me feel that he does not care ....
maybe i need to talk to someone .... who out there can listen to me ???
listen and tell me what should i do ...

im just posting out all my thinking and thoughts ...
see how tml goes bahx ...
hope tml will be better ...
i hate this kind of feeling =(

come post again ....
sians ....
going to change a new blogskin soon ....
so ppl look forward to it ....
but tink would not have much difference from this skin de ...
=)

later tink going study a bit of chem before going to sleep ...
today finally did some studying ...
AND I finally done my POA tution homework ...
first time worx .... so happy ....

tml having two tution ..
hope wun stressed me up too much ...
mon need to go back to school le ...
sians sians ....
prelim on wednesday ...
im not prepared yet .............


im thinking of him again ..............
must control myself ..... =)

later finally going to study le ...
anyone know which song suit my blog ??
i wan to put songs into this blog ...
comments needed !!

people who know the password to my blog ..
remember not to tell anyone the password ...
i dun wan other people to know ....
thanks lots !!!

i will maybe change the password again soon ...
will tell those who know this old password and those i know will come this blog de ...
cause i dun wan others to know anything from this blog ...
i dun wan any unwanted rumours for anything or anything ...

finally put the password thingy le ...
but still wanna find a better password ... so shall change it soon ..
when i have the ling gan for the password ... hahax ..
wanted to post yesterday de ... but lazy ...
so post today ...

went back to school today ... for chem lesson ...
meet him to go school together ... dunno why ...
today not so happy when going to school ....
felt that the distance between him and me is getting bigger and bigger ...
haiz ..... im scared for this feeling ...
scared that it will happen for the worst ......... =(
maybe is due to the things we can talk about is just too little ..
things that he interested in .. im not so interested in ...
so nth much to talk about ...
and all the way to school was like almost he is the one talking ..
and i will be there like hearing and listening ....
but today seems to be like ........
dunno how to say lehx .... just very weird ...
HAIZ ..........

reach school .... saw rt waiting there ...
and she was there mumbling something ......
but i think i know what she was saying ...
just dun wanna care so much le ...
it will just make my day gloomy ....
so din ask her what she really say ....

went back to class and sat down and realised that something is missing ...
oh .. the results thingy ... haiz ...
nvm le ... see the lousy results there also sians ....
then was chem lesson ... got back the mock exam paper ..
sian half again ... lousy results ...

then after lesson went lot with rt ...
went to eat and buy some things ...
then went home ....


someone told me that she drank detergent ....
haiyo .. just cannot believe it lorx ....
stressed until go drink detergent ???????
why do people nowadays like to hurt themselves and
their innocent body just because for things / problems that
can be solved ????????
can someone tell me why ????


i wan to go out and study .... i haven really start my revision lehx ...
that mood just aint with me ....
sians ....

finally have the mood to blog le ...
wun be coming online so often le ...
prelim coming le ... haven really start studying yet ..
sians ..

today early morning went back to school ..
for POA lesson .. was ok bahx .. learnt things today ..
tml should be also going .. dunno lehx .. see how bahx
then after poa went to find him ...
so long nv see him le ... so chit chat there ....
then came back home .... played com again ...

maybe tonight going study ... MAybe ..........
lets hope so ....

you are mine !!! hahax =)