finally put the password thingy le ...
but still wanna find a better password ... so shall change it soon ..
when i have the ling gan for the password ... hahax ..
wanted to post yesterday de ... but lazy ...
so post today ...

went back to school today ... for chem lesson ...
meet him to go school together ... dunno why ...
today not so happy when going to school ....
felt that the distance between him and me is getting bigger and bigger ...
haiz ..... im scared for this feeling ...
scared that it will happen for the worst ......... =(
maybe is due to the things we can talk about is just too little ..
things that he interested in .. im not so interested in ...
so nth much to talk about ...
and all the way to school was like almost he is the one talking ..
and i will be there like hearing and listening ....
but today seems to be like ........
dunno how to say lehx .... just very weird ...
HAIZ ..........

reach school .... saw rt waiting there ...
and she was there mumbling something ......
but i think i know what she was saying ...
just dun wanna care so much le ...
it will just make my day gloomy ....
so din ask her what she really say ....

went back to class and sat down and realised that something is missing ...
oh .. the results thingy ... haiz ...
nvm le ... see the lousy results there also sians ....
then was chem lesson ... got back the mock exam paper ..
sian half again ... lousy results ...

then after lesson went lot with rt ...
went to eat and buy some things ...
then went home ....


someone told me that she drank detergent ....
haiyo .. just cannot believe it lorx ....
stressed until go drink detergent ???????
why do people nowadays like to hurt themselves and
their innocent body just because for things / problems that
can be solved ????????
can someone tell me why ????


i wan to go out and study .... i haven really start my revision lehx ...
that mood just aint with me ....
sians ....