finally come post le ..
feeling lazy to post le ...
cause everyday reach home around 5 plus ..
bath and do my things come online then play le ..
wun see me posting so often except weekends bahx ....

work was still okay compared to that expo work thing ...
a lot lot lot lot better than that =)
but just have to wake up early only ...
then reach there ... wait till 8 ...
then start work lorx ...
pasting the dunno what thingy ...
till 10 .. Tea-time =)
got 10 mins break lorx ...
then back .. paste again till 12.30 ...
hahax .. lunch time lorx ....
then eat ...
then went back paste again ...
till 3 ...
break time again ...
lolx ...
till 5 like that ...
then took bus go home ..
hahax ...
quite tired today ...
dunno why ..
yesterday sleep too late le ??
dunno ...

yea~ sunday going out =)
so looking toward that outing ...

yea yea ...
back from my 3 day work ...
was super tiring okay ...
waking up early in the morning ....
taking a 1 hour trip to expo and back home ...
standing for 12 hours lorx ...
sale was so-so only ..
sold two in the first day ...
one in the second ...
and happily three in the third day ...
and my commission was so little only lorx ...
dun care ...
finally the tough three day is over le ...
tml can sleep until very late tml ...
good good ...
tml afternoon having another job interview ...

mapling le ~~ bye =)
post again tml ..

went out today =)
fun fun lehx ...
went harbourfront .. then came back lot and went BP there ...
lolx ... went harbourfront a while ...
he bought a bag ... then lost his ez-link card ...
so unlucky lorx ...
no choice ... plans to east coast gone le =(
went back lot to make his ezlink card ...
realise need IC de ...
so he went back his house to take IC ...
went his house there sit sit talk talk lorx ...
cause im lazy to go anywhere le =)
went back lot at 4++ ...
decided to buy the adult card ...
then went home after that ...
i went buy dinner before i came home lorx ...
then he went home ...

enjoyed myself today =)
fun fun ...


tml working le ...
hope will be an easy one lehx ...
10am -10 pm lehx ...
standing there selling a "i" pen ...
is quite interesting lorx ...
hope to sell 5 and above tml ??


** birdy**
sorry lehx ..
today nv accompany u go BPP return thingy ...
enjoy your work worx =)

mapling le =) BYE ~~

yea .. happy happy ..
everything settle le ...
made a final decision ... LOLX ..
those understand me de ..
should know what decision i make bahx =)
after thinking for so long ..

hope i will not regret this decicion bahx ..
really hope so ...

results for Os will be out at 6 feb ??
dunno .. heard it only ...
not sure too ... very sians ..
work arhx work ..
only found one lehx ..
the 3 day one ...
cousin got another offer for me de ..
but that one dun sound nice to me ..
selling chrismas cards .. so lolx lorx ..
dun tink many people will buy ..
so dun wan to do .. LOLX ..

tml going to the training thingy ..
hope will be an easy one ??
working on fri ,sat and sun if everything go well ...
hahax .. must earn lot lot ..

today went bowling with cousins lorx ..
so sians .. after 2 rounds , no more energy ..
points going down and down ..
after 3 rounds dun wan play le ..
ask them to continue themselves ..
sit there and listen to songs lorx ...

then went home after that ...
watch goong lorx .. then came online ...
mapling le .. bye ~~

free le free le ..
Os finally over ...
still feel weird weird de ...
paper was alright ..
as normal .. did some mistakes lorx ..
dun care le ...

went lot with angel after paper ...
ate crispy fish with rice ... lolx ..
chit chat while eating ..
check with her some answers for the paper ..
lolx ... dun care le ..
ask for fun only ... im not interested so much ..
just wait for results to be out only ...

today then i know more than words is so fun ..
lolx ..
me and angel was so high there ...
cannot blame her also ..
nv see him is like that de =X
the animals thingy so cute ...
especially the duck thingy .. and the heart shape thing ..
hahax ...
then walk around lot ..
bought a tortoise hp thingy ... so cute lehx ...

walk walk around then went BPP ...
went to find peggie there ..
then she that time cannot talk .. cause manager there ??
or was there many people there ??
dunno ...
then walk walk around again ...
went NTUC ...
wanted to drink champagne de ...
then was planning to come out at night de ..
celebrate Os finish ... lolx ..
but it was cancelled ..
peggie had to work till 9 ...
so nvm lorx .. find one day i buy home drink ...
lolx ...

lolx ..
i made pig angry le ..
lolx ..


PIG :
dun angry lehx ..
i say say only =)
u dun right ??
i know u very normal de la .. =)
sians sians .. tonight ...

should i should i not ...
is now 60% -40 %
lolx .. very lame lehx ..
dun care le ....
tinking so much about this ...

back from swimming and studying =X
stupidly got sun burn ...
face , hands and my shoulder all a bit red ..
no wonder my shoulders keep hurting ...
next time shall apply lotion before i go swimming le ..
should be alright before mon bahx ..
hope so bahx ...

swimming was fun .. minus those disgusting things =X
hahax .. we shall go again next time =)
OKAY BIRDY AND PIG ?? LOLX ..

now i know pig have serious mood swings ...
so scary de ...
and horx ...
pig ...
u rememeber today ...
wait till i decide le ...
wait till everything settle le ...
then u have nth to wei xie me ...

studying was alright bahx ..
i really dunno how to teach ..
stupid me =X

decision making is disgusting ..
i hate it ...
really hate it ...
shall i shall i not ??
not thinking so much le ..
maybe changing the date to mon ..
cause no matter what i decide ..
it will sure affect me on mon de ..
so .. MON bahx ...

my dear brother finally growing up ...
sending girl home at night ...
hahax ...

mapling time .. shall aim for my 5M ...
hahax

decision ar decision ...
i hate making decision ...
why must it come after i feel so relieved after Os ?
so shall i say after major papers ?
stupid me ..

i dun even know what exactly i want ..
i dun know what i am really hoping for ..

sians ...
im confused ...
should i stand in my postion all the way ??
im just easily affected by words ...
sians ... who can really help me ??

AHHH ~~
im leading a life i love now ..
should i add in something that will maybe affect this kind of life ??
or should i just let it remain as it is ...

shall think about it next time ...
i shall just enjoy myself a few more days first bahx ..

tml swimming finally ...
yea yea .. happy happy ..
long time nv swim le ...
=) =)

just woke up from a good sleep bahx ..
hahax ... bros all not at home ..
nobody hogging the com now ..
so i shall use it then =)

yea ~~ a new skin =)
but is not done by me ...
hahax ...
very lame ..
LOLX ..

nice skin right ??
i shall go and learn how to make skins le ..
hahax ...

now , me , angel ,peggie and pig using the same skin ..
hahax .. loves this skin lots ...
memories and memories ...
lots and lots of memories there lorx ...
and all shall be kept forever in me ...
must also thanks the designer of this skin worx ...
THANKS PIG !!!!! LOLX ...

tml fnn paper le ...
i haven study anything ...
lots of things to memorise lorx ...
very sians ... lazy to do notes also ...
lots and lots of things ...
maybe study tonight ??
i so slack lehx ...
everything will wait till the paper is tml then will study ...
sians ....

shall maple first .. LOLX ...
later then see how bahx ...

sians sian ...
stupid me thought the paper today was at 9 ...
woke up at 7 plus ...
went study a while ...
then went bath ...
came out .. thought about the email i received ...
the timing like very weird lehx ...
then rt also never reply my sms ...
thought today paper was at 8 ...

quickly called her ... nv listen to her hp ..
became scared ... thought 8 having paper =X
quickly called her home ...
then realised that my paper was at 2 ...
so stupid ...
woke up so early today ...
and slept so late yesterday ...
sians ...
wanted to go back and sleep de ..
but how to sleep sia ??
then sms peggie talk talk ...
then rt called me again and talk ...
then chatted a while lorx ..

so came online after studying a while ..
and after my mother didnt say anything =X
played maple awhile ..
then tio kick out cause having patch or something ?

then came online ...
chatted with kw kor ..
things just come to my mind ....
after chatting with people ??

- why did people change ?
-why did they said that they changed only after bad things happen ?
- why are the changes always bad ?
- why cant the changes be good ones ?
- did time really change a person ?
- what things can cause a person to change ?

question and questions ....


pig :
really sorry ...
* say to make me feel better only *
8M ... dun sad le ...
slowly earn back bahx ...
cheer up yea ??
dun go around eat people too =X

im laming .... LOLX ..


KW kor :
dun sad le ...
cheer up too =)
dun tink so much le bahx ...
dun change for the bad ones horx ...
even if u change ...
hope u change for the good ones yea ???
anything can sms me de ...
=)



hates POA
lazy to study
but i wan a pass ..
just a pass can le =)
can i do it without studying =X
DUN TINK SO !!

im really slacking this few days ..
din touch the books lorx ..
except yesterday ..
studied POA ..
so rare =X ..
studied a bit only then started yawn-ing ..
then went sleep le ...


this few days always mapling =)
then chiong-ing lvl and lvl ..
i hate the chara so noob ..
so many mobs cannot kill ..
and also no money there ..
sold the mesos for cash =)
finally .. today made my first 1M le ..
happy happy ..

going sell the armours for my bowman ..
tink can get money from there ??
but bowman are so rare ...
having hard time to sell those le =)
nvm .. train ar train .. lvl ar lvl ...
dun care ...
after Os totally finish ..
if cannot find work ...
im going to choing maple =)
hahax ...
I WAN WORK ...
money always not enough for me to spend ..
work le .. then can go shopping =)
let wait till 28/11.. i tink ...
then i will have money le ...

hahax .. post till here ...
going sell things in maple le ...
BYE ~~

im here today ...
today mood also not bad bahx ...
went study in the morning ..
was alright ..
i studied a bit ...
or should i say memorise ??
nvm .. dun care ..
went sch at 12++ ..
reached about 1.20 like that ?
then went canteen sit down and study ..
angel looked so worried ...
worried for the paper ...
keep saying she very tired .. hahax

when time to go up ..
started to get scared also ..
like forgot everything i memorise ..
then quickly read through the notes again ..
then went toilet ...
came out .. the stairs near the toilet was locked ..
then quickly went to the stairs next to the canteen ..
walk very fast ...
cause nobody in the canteen le ...
then very nervous ...
hahax ...
then put my bag and went to my seat ...
started to cool down ..
open the question booklet ...
look at the questions ...
map was quite alright ...
the section B and the industries was quite chim ??
as i only studied one topic for the section C ..
so no choice have to do the tourism one ..
some questions was tough ..
dun care so much le ..
i tried my best le ...
i wrote whatever i can le ...

went library after paper ...
as bus stop got a lot of people ...
then to look at the poly courses thing ..
i wan go tourism thingy ...
dunno can go a not ...
dun care le ...
wait till papers finish then say bahx ..

tml maths paper 2 le ..
try my best bahx ..
hope i will not do careless things again ..

post again tml bahx ..

new song put in ...
comments needed ... tell me this song nice a not ..
okay ?? THANKS !!

todays mood is so much better ...
good mood bahx ...
papers was okay bahx ..
din mess papers up today ...
english was okay bahx ..
did the dream question ....
dunno if i wrote the correct thing ?
nvm.. today good mood ...
physics was quite alright ...
but tink some question wrong ?
nvm .. dun care le ..
at least not i careless can le ...

went eat LJS with angel after physics paper ...
then talk talk ...
walk to the bus stop .. waited for the bus to come ..
then went home ...

angel:
today post not long lehx =)
hahax ..

today mood is bad again ...
stupid chem ...
studied for it ...
but did some mistake which i should not have done it ...
CONVALENT BONDING ...
ahhhhh !!
din know how can i do it with ionic bonding sia ...
regret ... i should have tried with convalent first ...
but is too late to do anything le ...
section b just gone case ...
mole concept ...
that question was simple ...
just because i mess up the molecular mass ...
the questions after that all wrong le ..
DUMB ME !!!
sians ...
totally spoil my mood for today ...
went lot after that ...
during eating was still okay ...
after eating sat there ...
then went to think about chem while smsing kw ..
started crying there ...
so dumb right ?
crying in the food court ...
then started to cool down ...
rt and yh then say go walk walk cool down bahx ..
then started walking around lot ..
that time still no mood ...
just following them walking around ..
they wanted take neoprints ...
at first me no mood go take ..
so they went take themselves ..
without me in it .. LOLX ..
then started to want take it ...
ask them to take again .. in another machine ..
then after taking feel so much better ..
went home after walking around ..

came back home ...
then went sleep le ...
then wake up .. then came online ..

KW kor :
thanks so much for trying to cheer me up ..
thanks for listening to all my craps ..
thanks for cheering me up when im crying for the stupid chem ..
THANKS SO MUCH !!
tml paper le .. good luck horx =)

PIG :
dun always think so bad ...
but at least i know how u feel la horx ..
im feeling it too ..
doing stupid mistake ..
messing up the whole paper ..
u can do it for maths paper de ...
work hard okay !!


STUPID CHEM =)
STUPID MATHS =)
AHHHHH !!

hope i will not mess up tml papers ..
if not ...
i really dunno ...
hope so bahx ...

SIANS ..
tml having chem papers ..
lazy to study it now ...
maybe later at night then go study bahx ...
today maths is just going to be a gone case ...
very sad sia ..
careless mistake all over ...
and i just blank a 10 marks question ..
din know how to do .. so just blank it ..
and lots of careless mistake sia ...
at least 25++ marks sure gone de ..
GONE CASE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
my aiming marks just flown away from me ...
so i just changed my target for my results le ..
not to disappoint myself so much after seeing the results ..
and my target will just change from time to time ..
see how much the effort i put in ,
i will know roughly how much i will get le bahx ..
ahhhh !! MATHS ~~~
SIANS !!!
PAPER 2 BETTER NOT BE TOUGH !!
after paper went lib to study ss ..
but after asking around for the answer for maths ..
the mood for studying ss is just gone ..
no more mood ..
so just sat down there ...
more and more answer came out ..
and i got to know more mistakes i made ..
so fed-up with myself sia ..
then started sms-ing ..

after that went canteen to eat ..
started to study bit by bit ...
studied the SBQ ...
then started to study the themes ...
and luckily .. all the themes i sort of spotted came out ..
theme 1 , 2 , 4 ...
but due to me all study some parts only ..
only know how to do theme 1 question ..
as both parts know how to do ..
theme 2 din know how to do the second part ..
so din 3/4 page for part a ..
and 1.1/2 pages for part b ..
din know if the things i writen make sense a not ..
only know that i scribble and scribble all the way ..

then after the paper went library ..
wait for the people at the bustop to disperse first ..
lost my water bottle ..
cannot find it anywhere ...
maybe going to buy a new one soon bahx ..
went lot one eat with rt again =X
this time is considered my dinner le ..
eating dinner at 4 plus =)
then went walk walk around lot ..
took neprints ..
LOOK so dumb sia ..
then went mac bought fillet for bro dinner ..

then went back home ..
told mother about my maths ..
she din scold me .. hahax ..
so rare .. at least she din nag say i din study ..
then now say careless mistakes a lot ..
hahax ..
she told me to work hard for the paper 2 lorx ..
so happy =)

Pig :
dun so sad le ..
cheer up a bit .. u sure can do it de ..
work hard for paper 2 then ..
chem must jia you worx ..
is not SHIT LEHX ~~
anything can ask me ..
even though im lousy at that too =)
i try to help if i can ...

to those who are taking Os :
jia you everyone !! =)
good luck and all the best =)

sians .. another day over le ...
happy hapy .. finish my chem notes ..
studied for 1 hr today ??
lolx ..
tml doing physics le ..
or considered later ?? after 12 ..
ahh .. shall drink coffee to stay awake ..
hahax ...
wanted to stay till 2 yesterday de ..
but too sleepy .. 1 plus sleep le ..
sians sians ...

TODAY shall be the last day im playing !!
i try bahx .. i know i will still go and play ..
so people .. stop me from playing tml !!
ahhhh !!

dunno why i still can so slack ..
play games .. online-ing ??
watching tv .. sleeping ??
even if i din get what i expected ..
i will also know what the reason ...
lazy to post more ..
shall play more today =)

OFF ~~~~~~~

sians ... getting the GB mood back ..
AHHHHh ... should i play should i not ??
keep having the urge to go play ..
dun feel like studying ..
sians .. studying later ..
no choice .. i have no option to choose ..
nvm .. shall try not to play le bahx ..
sians .. sians ..

20 NOVEMBER !!

feel like posting now ...
feel that im really having moodswings this few days ..
a while can be there laughing like crazy then
after a while started to scold my bro ..
a while can be so interested to play GB ..
after a while dun wan to play anymore ..
sians .. maybe because Os coming ??
or maybe ?? dunno lehx ..

wanted to study .. just dun have the mood at all ...
today shall start on chem le ...
finally finished my ss ..
but is just finish the notes .. shall read through the notes before the papers ..
i shall finish chem today =)
shall work hard ..
like still got a lot of papers de noted haven do ...
like PHYSICS , POA , FNN , GEOG ..
dunno whether got enough time to do finish a not lehx ..
sians sian ... i want it to be over soon ..
this Os is just spoiling my mood ..
and the pressure is huge .. and stress is like ...
so worried that i cannot do well ..
im so worried ..
HOW ?? HOW ??
i really having high hopes ..
am i aiming for too high ??
am i aiming for the impossible ??
sians sian ..

ANGEL
ABP JUST ROCKS LORX ..
memories that we have will last forever de ..
i will never forget a good friend like u ..
NEVER OKAY ??
we shall be friends forever de ...
PROMISE OKIIE ??
i dun have a good temper like what u said ..
some people can let me flare up like crazy ..
maybe 2 persons ?? dunno ..
dun feel like counting =)
stay happy okay ??
anything happen feel free to talk to me ..
i promise to listen de =)
i know i wun be able to give much advice de .. lolx ..
WE SHALL GO ESCAPE AFTER Os !!
wish u and him will last long long okay ??
ALL THE BEST =)
*btws .. are u going for the prom ?? lolx