decision ar decision ...
i hate making decision ...
why must it come after i feel so relieved after Os ?
so shall i say after major papers ?
stupid me ..

i dun even know what exactly i want ..
i dun know what i am really hoping for ..

sians ...
im confused ...
should i stand in my postion all the way ??
im just easily affected by words ...
sians ... who can really help me ??

AHHH ~~
im leading a life i love now ..
should i add in something that will maybe affect this kind of life ??
or should i just let it remain as it is ...

shall think about it next time ...
i shall just enjoy myself a few more days first bahx ..

tml swimming finally ...
yea yea .. happy happy ..
long time nv swim le ...
=) =)