came to post ..
play maple till sian le
later going play gb ?? maybe ..
or im going chiong maple ..

went jumping blogs ..
im too bored online ..

today nth to do lehx ..
sians ..
tml also dunno do what lehx ..
really thanks to pig for pei-ing me go swim yest. =)
i appreciated it =)

thought about things yesterday ..
it going to be impossible ..
there wun be another time le ..
unless mircles happens ...
there wun be for NOW ~~

today woke up early just to go for the less than 10 mins checkup
so lame lorx ..
wasted my sleep time ... ahhh ~~
meet up with kaiyun at 9 at cck control ..
reach there around 9.20 like that ..
went in .. check blood pressure ..
ask me two questions ..
then he said : u can take ur IC and go now ..
wah ... so lame lehx ...
walked around with ky around JE ..
entertainment shops not opened yet ..
walked outside then ...
then we talk a lot .. about stuffs ... hahax

accompanied her for breakfast since it will still early ..
chatted a lot a lot ..
long time never chat for so long le ..
since dunno when we last talked like that =(
realised lots of stuffs i din know in the past ..
ky told me told lots of her stuffs ..
thanks for telling me those things ..
he such a ..... person ..
i thought he was a so-so person ..
and so , we cant judge a person by appearance ..
i DISLIKE HIM NOW ~~~ *BLACK-LIST*

how i hope what ky say is true ...
how i hope things was what she thinks ..
it is far far better than what he told me ..
but that was what he told me ..
and so , i believe his words ..
^ is a bit chim , i dunnno what i typing also =X
BUT IT IS IN THE PAST ALREADY~~
i dun wan and dun wish to think about it anymore ..
i wan to move on with my life ~~
i wan back my happy life ...


meet up with angel after that ..
went library to do enrolment stuffs ..
walked around and around lot ..
bought stuffs today again ...
going broke SOON ...
called pig and bro go angel house slack =)
im too bored ... hahax .. din know what to do also ..
and so went her house after that ..
go there slacked lorx ..
and one day over le ...
happy happy =)

and so , what should i do tml lehx ??
lolx ..

decided to forget forget forget
let go let go let go .. =)

i will be fine =)

im going to enjoy the life im having now ..
im going to forget things/people that i should ..
though sometime will recall back the past ..
IS IN THE PAST ALREADY ~~~
so , no point though ...



to myself :
stay happy always ~~~
dun think so much ... =)
thanks to those who helped me this few days ..
especially to sanly mei , pig kor , my bro and maybe ABP ..
my bro was so happy when his name was mentioned =X
really thanks to him on that day though =)

im back .. after a sleep ..
a new day start today ..
i going to move on and try to let go ..

and so , everything ended from yesterday ..
at least i enjoyed myself yesterday ..
all the things we done yesterday ...
a NEW me from today on =)

i seriously need time ...

back .. back from outside ..
seriously having no mood to type more ..
few words for this post ..


[[211106 - 220307]]
this is simple enough to show what i wanna say ..
4.37 pm ...





wheres everyone when i finding people ??

today mood was so-so ..
planning to go out today de ..
due to things and stuffs .. cancelled ..
was so loooking forward to today de ..
thought i can enjoy myself today ..
thought finally can go out with him ..
who knows will turn out to be like that ..
things change , everything change ..
i just feel that he changed ..
maybe i changed too ..
i just dunno why ...

really thinking for bad stuffs this few days ..
maybe it will come true this few days ..
wait till i cant stand it anymore ..
seriously ..
i just dunno why ..
i wanted to see him today ..
and things turned out like that ..
why why ???

i really dun want anything to happen ..
whenever i think of it ..
i just cant bear to do anything ..
but i know sooner or later i have to do so ..
cause it will last or not .. i know it all myself ...
i hope it will .. but things showing me is that it wun =(


happy 4th month
lazy to type more.. bye

nth to do now ..
my com throwing tantrums again ?? [spelling error i tink ]
dun care ..

i cant maple & cant GB ~~
how boring can it get ??
some website go le cannot do anything ..
wan go look for themes for phone also cannot
and so , came to post ..

days passed ~
recieved my package yesterday ..
i really din know what to do..
how to pay the fees ??
still need checkup =X
filled the forms already ..
still not clear of stuffs ..



went to ECP with a.b.P yesterday ..
was alright .. too long never cycle le ..
cycle a while then tired le ..
found seashells ..
shall have more of it ..



im getting sick of stuffs ..
thinking more of it make me sad ..
seriously i dunno what should i do ..
how i feel now is this :


waiting for this wed ~
how would things go ?
shall see how it goes bit by bit ..

nth much to post either ..
hope by tml can play maple or gb ~
or im going to sian the whole day tml ~~

maybe going watch goong later
sure cannot sleep later cause i just wake up ..

waiting for my pay ~~
20th !!!!

after one day of not onlining ..
and so i came to post today =)

yesterday was alright ??
went shopping with rt and yh ..
bought things again ..
going broke soon =(

and kbox was pushed to thurs at first ..
then cancelled once .. due to me cannot make it on thurs
something big happened yesterday night =(
hope it doesnt happen to anyone around me again
the feeling is scary ..
i wanted to help but i din know how to
i scared i will mess up the whole thing ..
and luckily it was solved
things alright now =)
AT LAST ~~
thought things are going to change after yesterday ..
but luckily was alright le ..
what she said to her was sort of so serious lorx ..
nvm .. things are alright now .. STORM OVER LE ~~
and so , kbox tml !!

friday stuffs still not confirm yet ..
where to go i also dunno ..

and pig is going to the same course as me and angel =)
im so so so so looking forward to school ..
same course !!! happy happy =)
i is really happy not fake de horx ...

din see him for days ..
and so missing him lots =)
see when will see him again ..
soon i hope ??

maybe going to watch goong soon ..
lend from rt the DVD to watch le ..
and so , off to my tv soon ...


i will try to cherish everyone that close to me
after yesterday .. i realised that things can just happen anytime
a while u can be so close to one another ..
after a while , u can become a stranger to one another
things may not turn out the way u wan it to be ..
and so , i shall cherish my friends and KOR and him =)!!

wanted to post last night de..
and after my post gone after clicking on something ..
and it was late le .. mother scolding

and so , i post today=)

went out with A.b.P yesterday ..
CITY HALL ~~~

saw some of my classmates there [4/7]

they should be going for the IT fair there bahx ..

so lucky to see them there .. somemore we took the same train also ..

at first we went suntec there ..

nth much to do there.

and so we decided to buy things and go esplanade eat ..

and long walk there .. walk under the sun somemore ..

did i bring them walk long way ?? Lolx

ate our food at the rooftop there ..

the view there really very nice ...

maybe show some photos later~

took lots of photos there ..

124 i downloaded from my camera ..

deleted some i anyhow take de ..

left like 110++

surprised that we can take 100+ photos in a few hours =)

we just take and take and take PHOTOS =)

and now photo time ..

[[ shall try to upload some photos angel din upload de ]]

OUR FOOD !!!

NICE VIEW THERE~

ABP ~~

ME AND PEGGIE =)

ME AND ANGEL =)

TALL TALL BUILDINGS =)

ESPLANADE [[ NIGHT]]

ESPLANADE [[ DAY TIME ]]

maybe upload somemore next time i post =)

here to post again ..
im bored ..
online also nth to do ~~

back from swimming ..
geting darker and darker ..
i dun wan dark le !!
shall swim more ..
though i dun wan get darker ..
lame me .. lolx ..
cck swimming a bit boring ..
jurong one better ..
cck is for swimming de .. no play ..

tml stuffs yet to confirm ..
so sians ..

at least i planned things le ..
mon shopping =)
wed kbox ..
friday still planning and deciding ..
sat ??

shall plan more outings =)
-sentosa
-iceskating

this for now ..


more blogs for me to jump can ?
im bored till cannot
dun dare go disturb people .. hahax ..

brother not at home no fun ..
no one quarrel with me .. though quarrel for fun nia ..
sians ..
tml ~~~

[[ Parting is part and parcel of life ]]
told rt that .. i cant believe i said this also ..
think of it ..
is also correct lorx ..

maybe going gb le .. bye =)

sians .. really nth to do till i blogged ..

days without work are boring ~~
argghhh !! really boring ..
im going to sleep till late late tml ..
then wun have to think about what to do le ..
somemore nth nice to watch now ..
wanna to borrow rt goong to watch de ..
she forgot to bring yesterday ??
fine fine ..
got my testimonial yesterday ?
is it .. i dunno the date and day also ..
surprised that i was once LSC comittee member ??
lolx .. comittee ??
thought was only a member .. nvm about that ..
wanna go walk around rgt to see see look look take photo de ..
but .. the guard dun let .. wan us take le then go ..
sians ..

went orhard after rgt .. walked to yew tee ..
then pig din wan to go .. called him when we reached his house there ..
din wan to come and off angel and me went to orchard ..
she wanted to go wisma see see ..
and so , came out the mrt station and saw it ..
din have to find le .. =)

walked around .. then went far east le ..
walked around too .. bought things =)
din get to buy what i wan ..
at least i bought things

talked during lunch =)
haahax .. nice topic to talk ..
cherish ~~

walked around after lunch also ..
nth much to walk le ..
around 5++
bused home ..

days passes and passes ..
if u ask me what the day today ..
i wun even know ..
for now de me ..
i dun know the date and day today is ..
until there a outing the next day ..
i wan to go out =)
anywhere will do ..
i dun wan to stay at home ..

sat swim swim =)
there 99.5% im going on sat ..
more people to go lehx ..
pig go lehx ...
peggie also =)

kbox again on next wed if im not wrong ..
money gone again =)

oh .. 2 o clock le ..
nice =) bro coming back and my maple will be back soon ..
bUT maybe quiting maple soon ..
totally sians liao ..
maybe chiong-ing GB ..
im jus so noob =(

thanks pig of pei-ing me play anyway =)
lose also nvm de .. is all my fault though ..
i missed , missed and MISSED ~~

regardless of where u go ..
u will be my kor forever de horx =)
anything fan u can find me ..
thats for sure u can de horx ``

what shall i do after this lehx ..
im bored bored bored ..

i wan go out !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

im here posting ..
like some ppl will expect me to do so ..
and of course i will ..

i realised that talk we had that night
made me realised many things ..
and i am more clear about what i want from this ..
really .. nobody talk too much ..
i can really learn lots of thinking/ knowledge ..
seriously i learned a lot of things ..
really a lot .. spend time thinking about stuffs ..
i cant help not thinking ..
cause there seems so many things i need to settle ..
is not because of that talk that i wan to settle all that ..
is just that after the talk , i realised how i should do it ..

settled some things with him also ..
actually not some also .. not so much ..
one or two only ..

we shall have more talks =) REALLY !!!
i shall not make ppl worry about me ..
lolx .. though i know u will soon not .. hahax ..
i shall take care of myself ..
im not as good as u guys think ..
i dun have a good temper as what u guys say ..
this are what i think .. hahax .. =)



went out today with HIM =)
din go that place we planned to go ..
went suntec instead ..
met him at 11 ..
im sure i will be late ..
cause was kpo-ing ppl course till 10 plus ..
but who knows he was even later than me ..
what angers me was that ..
he asked me not to be late .. and he was even later ..
me standing there waiting for 15 mins ..
was actually angry for this ..
dunno why see him then not so angry le ..
but still got a bit angry ..
but no point lorx .. since already late
and he explained .. cause he know im angry ..
see my face also know i angry =)

went suntec by bus .. stand during the journey ..
no seats .. short bus ..
got seats le then sit down ..

reach there .. played aracde ..
he was playing .. not me ..
no money to spend on that ..
need save le ..
no job , no money , no shopping =X
then he play , i sms =)
kpo-ing about ppl courses ..
gave him moral support.. lolx ..
and after he played finish his game ..
pei me play the game i wan .. lolx ..
thats of course daytona =)
won at first .. give him face ..
crashed twice to let him catch up ..
the results was that he won ..
lose also nvm .. told him i let him win de lorx ..
crashed to let him win ..
got reward from him also =)


after that planned about places to go ..
he asked me to decide ..
i din know much places ..
and so i asked him here got what place ..
he said esplanade .. then decided to go there ..
not much places to go also ..
dun wan go vivo again =)
he say he hungry le .. see the kelian face he give me ..
then went eat first lorx ..
skip this bahx .. lazy to type ..

after eating went back suntec again ..
went back acarde AGAIN ..
he wan play car again ..
so he went there ..
me stayed at the other side of the acarde ..
watching ppl "catch " sweets ..
a while a while he will come and find me =)
then after a while he din come .. so i went find him ..
playing car .. and so stood beside him watch him play

after that went esplanade ..
but din go there also ..
sat down along the river there ..
nice view there .. nice wind also ..
and so sat there and talk and rest ..
talked about sch stuff ..
rested a while also ..
quite tired lehx ..
rested on his shoulder ..
hahax .. nice nice ..
almost sleep also ..
he praised himself saying that his shoulder broad enough
my head can rest ..
cause my head big to him and so his shoulder is broad ..
at first planned to go at 4 de ..
then i keep drag time .. to 4.15 =)
that place too nice le .. dun wan to go ..

took bus back ..
journey back was nice too ..
i was there resting in the sense of closing my eyes
was really quite tired ..
and he asked me to rest on his shoulder ..
rest a while then he see me like very xin ku like that ..
cause like 90 degree bend my head like that ..
asked me to not to rest on his shoulder bahx ..
then i closed my eyes and rest ..
then after a while he sians liao ask me not to sleep le ..
chat with him ..

alighted at his house there .. cause no direct bus to my house ..
and walked around his blocks there ..
after that he pei me wait for my bus to come ..
waited for the third bus this time ..
din want to take the first two ..
like so early go off like that ..
hahax ..
he getting sweeter and sweeter ..

keep asking if im happy today ?
asked at least five times =)


[[ i meant it whenever i say things ..]]
i dun say for fun .. or whatever reason ..


posting
got posted to NYP ..
same course as ANGEL =)
three more years same school ..
was lucky .. happy .. got friend same course ..
somemore is close/ good friend ..
how lucky can i get ?? lolx ..


my life is good enough for me le ..
HIM , good /close friends (ABP) , wonderful kor(s)
and of course my FAMILY =)
at times it might be bad ..
but at least today i know its good ..
must treasure everything i have ..
u never know when it will be gone ..
i dun wan to regret ..
i dun like regretting .. the feeeling is bad ..
i know is bad .. though i din really feel it before ..

lazy to type le .. going maple or gb soon ..
see how .. BYE =)

haiz .. im jobless le
sad to leave also lehx ..
but have to leave sooner or later ..
its just too last min notice
told us its our last day today =(
our contracts ended ..
sians ..
going to miss some of the aunties there ..
going to miss everything there

maybe going find another job soon ..
with no income i cant shop much
spending money too fast ..
lets see how bahx

and now can rest at home le ..
waiting for the posting results ..

lazy to type so much also ..
its maple time le =)

feel like posting ..
but seems not much things for me to post also lehx ..
su ping auntie leave le ...
so nobody sitting in front of me le ..
nobody give me the urge to do faster le ..
nobody helps us take the stuffs le ..
nobody help us take attendence le ..
sians sians ..
have to do everything ourselves ..
decided to quit on 20th ..
maybe will quit earlier but NOT later ..
I NEED TO REST =)

posting results coming out ..
faster come out ..
then i wun have to think so much ..
6th !!

really start to slack during work ..
hahax .. hit target can le ..
dun care so much ..
not going to chiong like last time de me le ..
there no extra money if u do a lot also =X

kw kor went out with his dear =)
hope he and her are enjoying ..
kor thinking of "sweet" and mine so far sia =)
but he happy can le lorx ..
shall not say so much also ..
hahax .. dun know whether he will see this a not lorx ..
but nvm also ..

din see HIM for 2 days le ..
miss him lots ..
thinking of meeting him tml de ..
he cant .. so what can i do also ..
wait bahx ..

things to do in the coming day/s
: watch norbit
: go sentosa
: meet up with him
: rest =)

everyone remember to take care worx =)
dun fall sick ..

[[ I love him ]] -- 211106