im here posting ..
like some ppl will expect me to do so ..
and of course i will ..

i realised that talk we had that night
made me realised many things ..
and i am more clear about what i want from this ..
really .. nobody talk too much ..
i can really learn lots of thinking/ knowledge ..
seriously i learned a lot of things ..
really a lot .. spend time thinking about stuffs ..
i cant help not thinking ..
cause there seems so many things i need to settle ..
is not because of that talk that i wan to settle all that ..
is just that after the talk , i realised how i should do it ..

settled some things with him also ..
actually not some also .. not so much ..
one or two only ..

we shall have more talks =) REALLY !!!
i shall not make ppl worry about me ..
lolx .. though i know u will soon not .. hahax ..
i shall take care of myself ..
im not as good as u guys think ..
i dun have a good temper as what u guys say ..
this are what i think .. hahax .. =)



went out today with HIM =)
din go that place we planned to go ..
went suntec instead ..
met him at 11 ..
im sure i will be late ..
cause was kpo-ing ppl course till 10 plus ..
but who knows he was even later than me ..
what angers me was that ..
he asked me not to be late .. and he was even later ..
me standing there waiting for 15 mins ..
was actually angry for this ..
dunno why see him then not so angry le ..
but still got a bit angry ..
but no point lorx .. since already late
and he explained .. cause he know im angry ..
see my face also know i angry =)

went suntec by bus .. stand during the journey ..
no seats .. short bus ..
got seats le then sit down ..

reach there .. played aracde ..
he was playing .. not me ..
no money to spend on that ..
need save le ..
no job , no money , no shopping =X
then he play , i sms =)
kpo-ing about ppl courses ..
gave him moral support.. lolx ..
and after he played finish his game ..
pei me play the game i wan .. lolx ..
thats of course daytona =)
won at first .. give him face ..
crashed twice to let him catch up ..
the results was that he won ..
lose also nvm .. told him i let him win de lorx ..
crashed to let him win ..
got reward from him also =)


after that planned about places to go ..
he asked me to decide ..
i din know much places ..
and so i asked him here got what place ..
he said esplanade .. then decided to go there ..
not much places to go also ..
dun wan go vivo again =)
he say he hungry le .. see the kelian face he give me ..
then went eat first lorx ..
skip this bahx .. lazy to type ..

after eating went back suntec again ..
went back acarde AGAIN ..
he wan play car again ..
so he went there ..
me stayed at the other side of the acarde ..
watching ppl "catch " sweets ..
a while a while he will come and find me =)
then after a while he din come .. so i went find him ..
playing car .. and so stood beside him watch him play

after that went esplanade ..
but din go there also ..
sat down along the river there ..
nice view there .. nice wind also ..
and so sat there and talk and rest ..
talked about sch stuff ..
rested a while also ..
quite tired lehx ..
rested on his shoulder ..
hahax .. nice nice ..
almost sleep also ..
he praised himself saying that his shoulder broad enough
my head can rest ..
cause my head big to him and so his shoulder is broad ..
at first planned to go at 4 de ..
then i keep drag time .. to 4.15 =)
that place too nice le .. dun wan to go ..

took bus back ..
journey back was nice too ..
i was there resting in the sense of closing my eyes
was really quite tired ..
and he asked me to rest on his shoulder ..
rest a while then he see me like very xin ku like that ..
cause like 90 degree bend my head like that ..
asked me to not to rest on his shoulder bahx ..
then i closed my eyes and rest ..
then after a while he sians liao ask me not to sleep le ..
chat with him ..

alighted at his house there .. cause no direct bus to my house ..
and walked around his blocks there ..
after that he pei me wait for my bus to come ..
waited for the third bus this time ..
din want to take the first two ..
like so early go off like that ..
hahax ..
he getting sweeter and sweeter ..

keep asking if im happy today ?
asked at least five times =)


[[ i meant it whenever i say things ..]]
i dun say for fun .. or whatever reason ..


posting
got posted to NYP ..
same course as ANGEL =)
three more years same school ..
was lucky .. happy .. got friend same course ..
somemore is close/ good friend ..
how lucky can i get ?? lolx ..


my life is good enough for me le ..
HIM , good /close friends (ABP) , wonderful kor(s)
and of course my FAMILY =)
at times it might be bad ..
but at least today i know its good ..
must treasure everything i have ..
u never know when it will be gone ..
i dun wan to regret ..
i dun like regretting .. the feeeling is bad ..
i know is bad .. though i din really feel it before ..

lazy to type le .. going maple or gb soon ..
see how .. BYE =)