and im back from outside ..
rt and yh wanted to watch tv
and so they cant stay out too late ..
went out today with them lorx ..
and asked him go also ..
finally yh know who is the him le ..
she will stop asking me le .. hahax ..
and so .. i dun need worry abt anything le ..

went rt house first .. stayed for 1 hour like that ..
and off we go to CWP ..
cause we dun know where to go also ..
met him there ..
he seems to be in a bad mood lehx ..
looked so fierce ..
during rt and yh playing the look like drum thing ..
went for a round walk around the acarde with him ..
and finally saw him smile le ..
and things was alright after that ..
im sad because he just went off like that ..
not even a bye from him lorx ..
i cant do anything also ..
maybe he is angry ??
yh words dun really sound nice lehx .. sound like rushing him off
she thought i angry with her for chasing him away ..
but im not really bahx ..
but not even a BYE ??
nvm bahx ... must get used to it ..
still prefer to go out with him only ..
or i feel so weird de ..
maybe not used bahx ..
and so i din really enjoyed today ..

tml staying at home ..
anyone going out ??
feel like going out .. anyone ??

maple time =)

come post again ..
since later going out .. wun have the time to post tonight le
i wanna talk about yesterday

finally after a long long time went out with him ..
at first i really din wan to go ..
cause too disappointed and sad that he really forgot its third month ..
he can even guess it was second month ..
made me sad till cannot lorx ..
but after a while okay le ..
since he planned the program for tml le ...
forgive him and agreed to go lorx ..
and he going out with me on friday .. hahax .. forced him de =X
but he promised to go on friday if i go out with him yesterday ..
so i went lorx .. happily went ..
went clark quay .. did i spell correctly ..
went walked around .. then went suntec lorx ..
went for lunch ... he anyhow bring me anyhow walk ..
cause i really dunno the way there de ..
lunch was not nice .. the noodles not nice de ..
and i left a fried wanton din wan to eat le .. cause its like the skin only ..
no taste de ..
he say i waste food .. lolx ..
then walked around again .. till one point we went out and think of places to go ..
dun ever ask me where to go .. u will never get a answer de ..
cause i really dunno where to go de .. always ask people where to go de ..

he bought me walked to bugis .. din know was so near only ..
after bugis walked to raffles ..
he was complaining that his knees hurt .. so sat down and rest a while lorx ..
was raffles city to look at the bag he wanted to buy lorx ..
was so EX can ?? he was aiming for it for 6 months le ..
he told me de .. and so he going to buy today with his mum ..
took bus back to his house there ..
watched him played com ..
at one point i was really so angry and nearly cried ..
he tried to cool me down .. he knew i was angry ..
and after talking ..
back to normal again ..
he never fail to cheer me up de ..
always wun angry more than 10 mins de ..

so went out of his house around 7.50 like that ..
and pulled him out also ..
waited for bus .. was chatting on phone .. so lazy chase bus ..
after 5 buses went .. told him to go lrt station ..
tink he was angry a while .. cause i din even try to get the bus ..
but im lazy to chase the bus ..
after a while he okay le .. hahax ..
so he waited for my train to come and off he went ..


and i went to cck to meet A.b.P and my pig kor =)
was supposed to go west mall to watch de ..
due to me saying wrong place .. and so we went lot to watch ..
but here must say again .. SORRY to the three of u !!
just follow law .. was really nice lorx ...
way home was scary ..
on my phone de music to listen ..
saw people under my block ..
so i walked big round to my block ..
another person talking on the public phone there ..
and i quickly walk there and took lift up ..
finally =)
reached home at 12 plus ..
parents din scold .. hahax ..
went bath and my habit was bringing my hp into the toilet also ..
cause can listen to songs mahx ..
was smsing also ..
and my phone keypad there kana water ..
cause im typing mahx ..
i always do that de .. not only today ..
and today hp wan give me problem ..
the numbers go haywire ..
i cant even unlock my phone .. cause the * became 7 ..
and so i went the open up my phone ..
asked my father for help cause i cant open it ...
and wipe dry the inside thingy ..
and luckily was okay le ..
or else dunno what will happen ..

really enjoyed today ..
was really happy going out today ..

i just love him .. him him and only him ..
we shall last long as thats what he know we will =)
loving him more and more each day .. <3 i want see him today ..


and importantly ..
i love A.B.P also ..
they rocks my world lorx ..
never fails to know that i have problems de ..
always there for me when i need someone ..
shall be friends forever no matter what de horx ..


and to my pig kor ..
no words can say what i want to say to him ..
many thanks & sorry for him ..
thanks for the many things ..
also sorry for many things lorx ..
any probs can find me de ..
dun keep everything to urself ..
always helping ppl with probs and keeping ur prob to urself ..
u shall be my pig kor forever de .. hahax ..

kkx .. end my post here le ..
going out soon =)

come post again ...
maple not working again ..
days passes so fast ..
CNY de three days over le ..
staying at home till monday ..
so bored sia ...
anyone going where can ask me go also =)
stay at home keep eating lehx ..
too much goodies le ..
after CNY shall go on diet ..
and this time is for real le ..

wanted to train maple de ..
but have to wait till 1
by then bro coming back ..
and i cant play for long also

this year de hongbao money is lesser than last year ..
sians .. cannot take a lot of money from the hongbao money ..

today three months le ..
feel weird weird de ..
even if i ask him what day is today he sure dunno de ..
is already three months le ..
and he will sure forget abt tml thingy de ..
hahax .. later sms ask him =)
if he forget ......... hahax ...


i wan go swimming ... hahax ..
i wan go shopping ...

i miss work
i miss ABP and KORS ^-^
i miss HIM =)

here to post today ..
wanted to maple de ..
but see how later bahx ..
bro and cousin playing poker behind me .. so noisy =X

yesterday
went father side de grandma house at 4++5
ate steamboat as usual ..
took hongbaos after that =)

so surprised that he msg me ..
should i be happy for the sms or should i be sad for the content ??
nvm .. at least he msg me and i was thinking to sms him also ..
and he sms me first =)
will we be happier after days(months) past ??
hope so bahx ..
thurs going out with him .. should be ??
hahax .. shall see how ...
i wan time to pass faster ...
3 more days and is to 3 months le =) is it ?
hahax..


TODAY
today went grandma house first .. sat there for 2 hours plus ..
boring lorx .. sit there be status only ..
then went hongwei house..
see them play com for hours ??
sit there stare blank space ..
who is bored during CNY can sms me chat =)
lazy to type out the things >.<

post again next time ..
maple time =)

come and post today =)
let talk about yesterday

went back rgt ..
they said meet at 10 de ..
all late ..
i shall take my time next time
waited there for half an hour and more ..
so reach rgt at 10.30++
i think so bahx ..
gave us a pass and ask me to wear ...
but i just took it and never will i wear it =X
went library first ..
stayed there for a while then they say want go canteen ..
so went canteen after library ..
din eat .. my kors ate =)
went hall after that ....
the concert was BORING lorx ..
make me so early wake up watch boring concert ..
birdy peggie class got first for the noticeboard thingy ..
grats to her =) she was so high that day ...
went canteen again after going to peggie class..
arounf 1.40++ like that set off ...
off to yew tee ...

six of us walked to yew tee =)
and think five of them took bus back to lot=)
was really nice of them to walk me to yew tee ..
of course is i ask them to walk de lorx .. hahax
THANKS to the five of them ..
they wun get to see it also =) maybe ??

went jurong with rt and yh ..
was as per normal lorx ..
we went to buy ticket first ..
scared no seats .. hahax ..
BUT there was lots of seats lorx ..
then took neoprints ...
went acarde after that ..
din play much ... dun wanna spent so much on acarde ..
the movie was nice =) [[ JUST FOLLOW LAW ]]
can go watch lehx .. to me is nice ..
really touching at one part .. lolx ..
released two drop of tears =X

yh did cry but she dun wan admit ..
i saw tears on her face when i turn round de ..
but she just dun wan admit ..
nvm .. rt also cried i think ..
and so after that went acarde again ..
played the drum till my hand pain then dun wan play le ..
went kranji after that ..
bought a skirt ..
went back lot to buy my dinner ..
went seiyu to look at shoes first .. din want to wear that heels de
so went to take a look ..
found one i like .. have my size and bought it =)
then went LJS to buy my dinner ..
saw pig at lot .. he din see me =)
walk past him and he din know .. FUN FUN ..
reach home .. then online a while and went offline le ..

TODAY
woke up at 10.30 ..
watch tv and ate my breakfast
after that came online and her am i =)

going out soon ..
so BYE ..
post again ASAP bahx ..

here to post ...
still planning about the course ..
totally sian ..
after Os finish think about results ..
results out still need to think about courses ..
life is so sians ..
but thanks to cousins & friends for helping me lorx ..


off from work tml ..
cause working without angel adn si yan is boring ..
and i wanna think abt courses ..
so i took off =)

wed .. how will that day be ??
after work coming home ??
thats dumb ..
i shall see how it goes ...

im really feeling as though its ending soon ..
really ...
lets see if im right a not ..
or even a silent one this time like what pig asked ??
coming SOOONNNN bahx ...

maybe is like what su ping auntie told me ..
lack of commmunication bahx ..
find one day cool down and think again ..
stupid me .. everything need thinking now ..
shall settle one by one then ..
what life am i having now ??
totally no life at all ?? bored and sad life ..
fine .. shall not think about this now ..

courses first .. after that i shall settle that ..



I am really happy to have a bunch of good friends and KORS =)

sians ..
stupid com wan to lag when im using ..
results out ..
at first was worried that i might fail my eng and maths ..
heard news that our class got ppl need repeat ..
so was worrying that i might be the unlucky few ..
was reallly worry-ing lorx ..
saw mr chen face so black ..
so know results arent that good for our class ..

so things passed just so fast ..
when was my turn ..
i only know mr chen told me that i passed all subs ..
then i was like saying oh really .. thank u ..
then everything else he said i just thank u ..
lolx .. din know what i was talking abt lorx ..
results to me at first was so-so ..
passed all .. stupid L1R4 was like 20 ??
nvm .. pass is good for me le ..
some subs just din get what i wanted lorx ..
eng was what i expected .. a C6
science and maths ..
totally sian me out ..
i wanted a A but it gave me a B3 ..
nvm .. also expected ..
then humanities and fnn totally disappoint me ..
got a C6 for both too ..
which im aiming for a B4 ??
poa really shock me ..
a c5 .. lolx ..
din expect it as i blank lots of questions ..
nvm ...

now tinking abt courses le ..
really dunno what to choose lorx ..
tourism seems impossible to get in ..
should i try ??
should i put Tp courses in ??
i really dunno lehx ..
TP seems far lorx ..
shall ask around ... lolx ..



things seems to be happening ..
i seems to get angry very easily ..
but i really dun wan de ..
things force me to do so ..
the way he treats it make me do so ..
i got really angry when i got his sms ..
ask me go find him ..
then say dun need when he going out ..
totally make me fed-up ..
look for me when he got nth on ..
then say nvm when he got something ??
when i sms him to ask for his results ..
he din even bother to reply ..
cant he at least tell me ??
from the time he took the results from cher ..
make me worried lorx ..
scared he will be the unlucky few ..
but what i get in the end ..
NTH ... not even a reply from him ..
fine ..

reached home got his sms ..
asking me if i wan go find him ..
first replied to him that :
for ?? sms u also dun wan reply me ..
then he said no need le ..he going out ..
me gettting angry , replied him
u find me only when u are bored .. fine fine ..
cant u just reply my sms ??
he replied no la .. told me his results .. hapi ?
i din reply after that i tink ..
i seriously dun see the need to reply ..
did i do anything wrong ??

hope things wun go the way i really dun want it to go ..
i really hope so ..


grats to pig kor lorx ..
grats to everyone who did well ..

tml swimming was cancelled ..
due to things ... hahax ..

[[ happy 16th birthday to SANLY mei ]]
should be 16 if im not wrong ..
hahax ..

long time since i post le ..
so today lazy to watch tv so come and post ..
today was just so-so ..
work all the same ...
im so happy that i can do 2 box le ..
is a FINALLY lorx ..
i dont hope for more le ..
2 box and im going to stop ..
not targeting for more le ..
what shall i eat for tml lunch ??
this question will always appear when im eating lunch ..

angel planning buy swimsuit ..
and we shall go swimming ..
yea yea ...

after looking at her swimsuit
went find him ..
i force him come find me ..
hahax ..
im bad .. din really force ..
just say dun wan go find him ..
ask him come cck =)

ask him pei me walk home ..
just told peggie yesterday ,
i want walk home one day ..
and i did it today =)
i wan walk again ...


but was really disappointed at one point ..
he agreed to go to sch together on friday de ..
but he say he cant meet le ..
fine fine .. i cant say much also ..
so let he go meet his friends lorx ..
i can go meet mine too =)
shall see how ..
at most i go alone ^-^
after results taking where am i going lehx ??
this mahx .. i also dunnno

but at one point was really funny lorx ..
he saw this woman was talking on phone ..
he told me was a japanese ..
then he say go say goodbye(in jap) to her ..
but after that she was talking louder le ..
then he told me she talking in english right ??
then i heard and said ya ..
then i keep laughing and laughing le ..
now thinking back also dunno why i can laugh so much ..


tml thursday le ...
sians sians friday
results ..
totally sians me out ..
told my mother le
if after 3 never hear from me ..
dun need ask le ..
sure bad news =)
so she can prepare to hear bad news from me ..

need go and sleep le ..
very late le ..
or else tml cannot wake up on time ..

[[ i hate broken promises !!
dun ever promise if u cant keep it ]]