i will be here waiting `

Thursday, April 26, 2007

first post using my lappy =)
i was way too bored though ..
disturbing ppl on msn .. and at least gt ppl lame with me
im simply too tired to do my work le ..
i dun understand marketing lorx ..
tml first quiz ..
hope i will got nth wrong i hope ..
tml until 6 .. its so sians ..

i also dunno what to post lehx ..
nobody lame with me le ..
dunno gone where le that person ..
school was so-so today ..
today got ppl pei me take train back ..
and we chatted all the way ..
cool ~ they still not used to my laughing ..
lolx .. thats the way i laugh ..LOL
and i thought she forgot to alight at her stop ..
then i know she nt going alight there ..
i laughed the whole way till cck ..
then she thought i siao ~
hahax ..

hope tml will be not a boring day ..
marketing ~ so sians ..


some people are just more suited to be friends than be together ..
im going to try to love everything im having now..
hahax =)

nites people..

Wednesday, April 25, 2007

[[edited]]

and so , i came to post today ..
today was actually planning to go out de ..
but it was cancelled though ..
due to some ... reason
spoilt my mood ...

lesson was so-so this few days ..
i simply love break time ..
we as a group will go around the school if we got time ..
they will simply start to crap =)
like what su fen say in her blog ..
lolx .. hope we will always stay so close ..
no more breaking up to small small group ..

meeting up in the morning ..
way there was boring ..
angel was sleeping soundly i tink ?? lolx ..
reached nyp but din see anyone there ..
thought they never wait for me =X
called sara .. they were at cheers buying things ..
and shu fen was last to reach =)
due to her having stomachache ..
maybe caused by drinking too much of holy water yest. hahax ..
accounting lecture was a bore ..
released us 1 hour early ..
and so , we had a one hour break instead of none =)
simply love library chocolate chip cookies ..
had one today again .. hahax ..

then had web app.
tutorial .. that cher was nice ..
she keep smiling at us de =)
at least i understood what she was saying ..
then was her lecture again ..
hahax ..

after that went to meet our PEM ..
not bad ??? meet for a while only .. then go off le ..
that shu fen lie to me ..
thought she also going home .. then can take train tog ..
but we walked to the block there .. she went lib find friend i tink ..
then i no choice walked back ..
saw priscilla on my way .. then thought again got someone pei me ..
but she went find her BF also .. lolx ..
and so , went back alone ..
on mrt so bored ..


and finally dragging days after days ...
i FINALLY settled this ..
broke up le .. i tink he will be happier this way ..
and maybe like what she feel also .. feelings faded ..
i realised that too ..
i no longer feel that way already .. from many things i can see that ..
feelings faded away with time passing ..
maybe its due to things ??
and so no point still hanging on to it ..
i should let him go ..
cause i feel that he still likes her ..
just due to things he came back ..
this only my thinking .. whether is true a not im not sure ..
he wanted chances i gave him lots ..
and so , no more chances le ..
i wun wan to try anymore ..
the ending is always the same ..
so why try ?? "NO "WILL BE MY ANSWER
and we are friends from today onwards ...
hope u will be happier ..
this shall be the final ending .. friends =)

i still prefer the way we are now ..
we can even chat in msn .. and start laming there ..
when we are together we never do that..
this is the best for us =)
i trust my decision for this ..
i will never regret ..

hope i can forget about this also ..
im sure i can .. and i shall ~
we shall be friends eva =)


enjoy people =)

Monday, April 23, 2007

first post using the school com ...
two lesson passed .. and now having the third ..
stupid JAVA .. hope i will understand ..
just now that module was so-so ..
at least i know how to do ..
what are we going to do for JAVa lehx ..
hope its easy ..


i tried to settle it yesterday afternoon ..
and so , ask him come nyp =)
and so , he said okay ..
and i shall see what will happen on that day then ..
hope nth will really happen ..
even if he proved it to me ..
it wun change anything also ...
my decicion is THAT ..
thats final i tink ..
nth much can change my decision ...

post again tonight if can ..
cher coming le ..
bye
enjoy ur day people =)

Sunday, April 22, 2007

totally moodless today ..
maybe its because of stuffs yesterday ..
i dunno why i feel like this also ..
maybe is because of that ..


i really dunno what i wan from this relationship ..
cause i dun even know if im still in it ?
days passed .. things changed ..
i thought i wun be bothered by this stuffs again ..
but it is not like that ..
i wished i can settle this fast and forget ..
maybe later i going settle it once and for all ..
this stuffs is making me sick ...
totally sick ...
who can tell me what i really want ??


stupid CMS .. i dunno what to do with it ..
i cant get anything from there ..
still got tutorial need to do ..
at least i finished 2 yesterday ..
tml speech haven prepare ..
sians .. im having a boring life now ...

Friday, April 20, 2007

posting again ..
school ended real late today ..
was so sians ...
dun quite understand marketing =(
it was too late le .. i cant absorb anything le ..
shall try to read through myself ..

today got lots of breaks =)
breaks more than lessons today ..
marketing cher so cool ..
released us 1.5 hour earlier ..
cause she need to go le ..
then had 3 ++hours break .. wanted to go the the nearby cc ..
there nth much also ..
i also dunno whether that one call cc a not ..
i dun tink so lehx .. but they call it the cc ..
there so boring de .. NTH there de ..
the acarde there so lame de lorx ..
thought is those shopping centre type ..
who knows go there ......

we walked one round and off back to NYP again ..
went libray again ..
chatted there .. we went to the cafe in the library there ..
the chocolate chip cookies VERY NICE =)
should go and try =)
drank ice cappuccino .. not that nice though ..
then we went to the noisy side of the libray to chat ..
talked about subject and marks ..
realised im the most stupid de ..
NOT EVEN A PURE sub =(
sad man ...
library got one librarian very what one ..
we borrowed a CD to watch during our break time ..
then our group got 7 ppl ..
then she came over and told us to spilt up ..
one group can only have 4 ..
so what lorx .. yesterday we watch can ..
today cannot .. the guy yesterday nv say anything ..


got lots of things need to do le ..
tutorials and e-learning .. sians ..
but im still slacking =)


stop that grandpig-ing ..
ahhhh !!!
stupid pig =)



i wanna go study tml =)
hope i will study ..
im too slow behind le ...
stupid JAVA !!


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Thursday, April 19, 2007

post again today =)
school today was alright ..
lessons not that sleepy le ..
went school at 9 .. reach around 9 .45 like that ???
not much people reach there when i reach ..
who knows they went take their student card le ..
and so , some of us went to take during the 3 hours break for us ..
our class girls seems to spilt into two le ..
why it happen i also dunno ..
one group got 7 , another got 6 i tink ..
went the engineering block to eat breakfast cum lunch ..
the chicken rice not bad ...can go try =)
after eating we went to take our student card ..
look awful =(

after that we went library ..
went borrow vcd to watch for the rest of the break we have ..
one time borrow vcd ..
so everyone dunno how ..
then find the barcode for very long ..
then was so funny lorx ..
watch gongfu ..
was quite nie bahx .. funny at times ..
but only watch disc 1 only..
cause not much time le..

then we went the cca thingy there take a look lorx ..
nth much to see there also lehx ..
stayed till 1 plus ..
then walked to SBM there find the ACC tut room ..
cause we dunno where is it ..
was quite early when we reach..

thought need to do tutorial one ..
then everyone rushing to do that ..
but luckily is dun need .. or else ~~
that cher is good ..
at least what he says dun sound so chim ..
got our groups ..
was so-so bahx ..
hope tml marketing wun get the same group ..
or else to me very sians...
that good cher release us 1 hour early =)
so good lorx ..

so was thinking who to meet de..
cause got 2 place to go ..
then i decide to go meet rt and yh ..
went jurong east to find them ..

took train to jurong with priscilla and sara ..
sara alighted at yishun ..priscilla stay at cck =)
same place ..
on train got one weird werid uncle lorx ..
he standing behind sara at first .. then i sit beside sara ..
he was there saying and saying weird weird stuffs lorx ..
one part i found funny was that ..
there was a sec sch girl with a boy .. same sch de..
then they were talking about stuffs ..
i could hear them though .. lolx
then the uncle say the guy is a gigglo ..
then blah blah blah .. dun even know who he talking to ..
lolx lorx.. talk to girl means gigglo ..
the uncle so scary de..

luckily after the girl and the guy alight he never say anything le ..
then pris alighted at cck ..
went entertainment find them..
then they played arcade first ..
then took neoprints ..
din take .. cause no money le ..
need save money le ...
but added my face into two of the photos though ..
went to eat after that .. cause hungry le ..
then arcade again ..

after that went home le ..
then watch bro play com a while then here am i .. posting ..



am i doing the right thing by agreeing to that ??
i dun wish to keep dragging it ..
when will this thing be solved ?
it seems endless ............
i hope i can let go after that ..
hope so. im scared what if i cant ??


let nature take its course then ...

Wednesday, April 18, 2007

today was really a short day =)
good day today i tink ..
not much boring lesson ..
but accounting was sians ...
cher made it look so chim lehx ..
can fall asleep de ..



realised something just now ..
one of my cousin online just now ..
ask me if she send me a powerpoint presentation ytd night ..
i recieved it .. but i say i dunno ..
cause that was one of those type show scary face those type ..
i opened the powerpoint ytd , thought was just a powerpoint only ..
was happily just clicking and clicking ..
then suddenly the face show out on the next slide
and i got shocked and that was really shocked ..
nearly cried .. bro beside me also got shocked ..
but i ran to the bed after see-ing that ..
the face was so damn scary lorx .. the eyes big big those type ..
somemore the powerpoint is full screen one ..
my good bro helped me to close that powerpoint ..
told me that the person put the face for a lot of slides ..
even when u keep clicking .. its still that face there ..
and he even went to scold my cousin why send those to scare others ..

then my cousin told me that her friend was using her account ytd night
and so , the person my bro scolded last night was her friend ..
so LOLX lorx ..
** dun ever send me those scare ppl things **
i cannot take it de ..



finally things was settled =)
we are still friends as before ..
hope he will be happier this way ..
and i know he will ~
and no more things bothering me le..
everything settled ..




`` people enjoy ur days in school =)

Monday, April 16, 2007

long time nv post le ...
today first day of school ..
wake up early .. 6am ..
reach school around 7.30 ..
day was alright ... though had heavy notes and stuffs ..
but was expected .. so nvm ..
lecture was boring ..
make me wanna sleep ..
tink the business communication was the best for today ..
at least the teacher was interesting ..
but in her class so .... she want perfect english 0.o
my english so lan ... next week speech sure =X


my class was so-so ..
and today the girls seems to split into 2 groups ..
so weird lehx .. dunno why it happen also ..
maybe is the central thingy ??
hope tml will be better =)

tml dun need bring so much notes.. only 2
happy happy .. i lazy bring heavy stuffs ..
then tink tml meeting at 11.30
lesson ending at 4 ..
considered short day for me ??


i have decided le ..
maybe that what i really want ..
there things that make me decide on that way to go ..
i going settle on wed i hope .. or maybe asap ..
i dun wan to keep dragging it le ..
maybe we will be happier that way =)


realised my class loves msn conferencing ..
like to add lots of ppl into a chat and talk =)
fun fun !!


tml stuffs still not confirm ..
sians ...

Thursday, April 12, 2007

hey hey .. im back from my sleep =)
and of course today went to find him ..
day was so-so ..
things he do can make me really mad at him at times ..
but also wun angry for long ..
hope this time was be just alright ??
hope things will go smoothly for this week first ..
for next week i haven decide yet ..


will it be the way i really want things to go ??
im clueless ..



school starting ..
i wan to enjoy myself in sch =)
JAVA O.o
looks so chim one ..
shall go find books on that i hope ..


GB time =)

songs placed in ..
it dun suit the skin though .. hahax ..

Wednesday, April 11, 2007

im here today ...
back from my dinner .. and shoo my bro off the com =)
and here i am ..

went out today with ABP =)
surprise that peggie came today also .. thought see wrong person ..
off to FUNAN IT mall ..
went kimage ..
standing there was so weird >.<
and so , finally i went to approach her ..
or else we dunno will stand there for how long ..
cause we dunno how to say ..
and so , finally things settled ..
i got the highlight one =) happy happy =)
better dun give me weird colours ..

and so , they decided to come my house after that =)
went this fashion , they bought clothes .. hahax
and after that .. took mrt and went back cck ..
on train was weird ..
at first was so cold .. then they found seats and sat down ..
i din want to sit so let them sit ..
dunno reach where .. they gave up their seats to two auntie ..
then we go stand at the middle there .. so weird ..
then got seats then they sit again ..
i sat down when the train stop at another stop ..
started msg-ing ..
and i made my decision already ..
and its for now .. shall see how after one week ..
thanks A.b.P for their wishes =)
i hope so though .. like what angel say " god had decided everything ?? "
if its meant to be mine it would be mine one day de ..

till now .. had small little tiny thingy happening already ..
this where our characters dun match like what i said ..
or maybe is me making things big ??
shall see how things go tml ...
pls pls .. i no longer have energy for stuffs like this ..
if things happen again ..
it would be a NO for next week .. and its for sure ..
once i decided next week it wun change anymore ..
cause i know that what i really want ..
what i want was just so simple ..

PLS let me enjoy tml !!


school starting =)
LAPPY !!! hope i can cope with my course ..


and so , off to play GB now =)


to her :
if u think my blog is boring .. u can dun read de ..
and dun tell me that my blog is boring ..
if i offended u in any way .. sorry ..
but this is what i wanna tell u ..

Tuesday, April 10, 2007

here to post again ...
went out today ..
cannot say is fun =( and so , was so-so ?? hahax
wanted to go back rgt de ..
cert haven reach so , so din go back ...
went rt house first .. return her u-zap =)
then went lot ..
ate mac .. they wanted to use wireless there ..
and so , wireless din work there ..
went NLB after that ..
still cannot online after long time of trying ..
so gave up ..
went lot walk walk after that .. went acarde ..
they played most of the time ..
cause me no money spend le .. BROKE =(
and so , i only help rt with her basketball thingy ..
waste 2 dollars on that stupid sweet machine ..
din get one sweet for 2 dollars ..

then went walk around in lot ..
so sians one .. lot always >.<
went back home around 5++

and so , tml going out with angel ..
to KIMAGE =)


i wan go swimming !!! =)

things had yet to be settled as i thought i settled it =(
NO OR YES =(

Monday, April 09, 2007

woke up quite early today ..
slept for 6 hours only .. but cannot sleep after that le ..
so came online ..
what i was waiting for came back today ..
should i be happy about it ??
but i feel otherwise .. i had a bad thinking about it ..
and i din want it back ..
and so , this matter should end this time ..
and this is the final ending ..
at first was still thinking .. din know what to do ..
called pig , still sleeping ..
and so , made my decision on it and everything settled by now ..
and so .. we shall move on with life =)
whatever i can say was just sorry ..
forget about me and move on ...


timetable out yesterday ..
monday is the most sian day ..
long hours ...
at least got some day still can meet pig go together ..
shall ask angel what her timetable .. see can meet a not .. hahax


and so , my new life will start soon =)

Friday, April 06, 2007


waiting for the 2nd part of the concert to start =)



[[NYP 0706- Business informatics ]] 2nd day ~




second photo for second day [[0706]]



here are all the photos taken for second days =)
should be done by one of the OGL ` diana~ ..
and i really love it =)

and i going to love my class 0706 ..
enjoyed myself the last day ..
i shall talk more .. cause qian hui said that im too quiet =X
tinking back to the last 4 days ..
it can say to be fun ..
love the class cheer =)


and so , i went out with a.b.P today ..
out to BUGIS ~
and expected from pig , was crowded =(
went eat lunch there .. ate spagetti ..
was so-so bahx .. after eating was full =)
then went shop shop ..
happy today ..
though it was crowded ...
i bought a bag from bugis street =)
for school use .. hahax
then went junction after that .. cause street was crowded ..
then went junction walk walk lorx ..
bought a purse there ..
and i simply love it =)
and we bought the same one .. hahax ..
going use it when sch start =)
and then .. walk the upper floors ..
bought a top ..
and today spent 50 dollars le ..
still got things haven buy yet =(
going broke le ... ahhhh ~~
peggie was so high today .... lolx ..


im not going to bluff myself anymore ..
im not going to act as though i can forget him when i cant ..
but im going to try forgetting though .. cause its not coming back anymore ..
i just cant stop myself from thinking ... AHHHH !!!!

lazy to type le .. bye`

Thursday, April 05, 2007

today posting again ..
orentation today was quite fun =)
post some photos first ..

MY CLASS -0706


MY CLASS WITH OGL =)




OUR 3 WONDERFUL OGL =)



OUR CLASS 0706- [[ FORMAL ]]









0706 CLASS GIRLS


0706 CLASS BOYS


and so , went back home after the orentation ..
and of course ,went back to sleep after that ..
slept for like 3 hours ..
so tired lorx ..

and tml maybe going out =)
COOL ...

post more photos when i get it =)

Wednesday, April 04, 2007

back to blogging again ..
later going play maple or jumping blogs ..
shall see how it goes then ...

today was alright ..
compared to the first two days ..
reach sch today a bit too early ..
waited there also nth to do lehx ..
talked a bit with sara .. then ppl started coming =)

went library tour =)
my secondary school second home ~~
library was nice lorx ..

then .. *SKIP*
i forgot what we do le .. hahax

lunch was ewww ...
din finish again .. AT LEAST better than yesterday one ..
played games again .. and im bad at that game though =(

tink is station games after that ..
din quite remember it ..
was all alright .. except that ..
nvm .. shall not talk about that though .. its over

and so , the day ended again =)
another day tml ..

its days after we ended le ..
but at times i still recall of him ...
can someone tell me how to stopping recalling about things ??
AND FORGET ABOUT HIM ??
or maybe time will do everything ??

post again next time =)

Monday, April 02, 2007

back from orientation ...
to me was so-so ??
the game was alright .. except for the pass msg de ..
was lame BUT fun
played that when we have nth to do ..
and the msg passed from the front can really change to the end ..

remember some names from my class de ..
till now .. i can remember - [[ girls ]] hui ting , priscilla , bao bao , sara , su fen , zhen zhen , qian hui , still got one or two i forget le ..
[[ guys]] michael , jun kai , yi da , darryl , i forgot the rest names le .. hahax ..

hope tml will be a better day ..
hope i will enjoy tml ..
hope my class wun be so quiet as today le ..
hope i will love my class as days passed ..
and i will though .. THREE years lehx ..
i will love my class de =)

mapling time =)

post more tml i hope ... ~~