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and so , i came to post today ..
today was actually planning to go out de ..
but it was cancelled though ..
due to some ... reason
spoilt my mood ...
lesson was so-so this few days ..
i simply love break time ..
we as a group will go around the school if we got time ..
they will simply start to crap =)
like what su fen say in her blog ..
lolx .. hope we will always stay so close ..
no more breaking up to small small group ..
meeting up in the morning ..
way there was boring ..
angel was sleeping soundly i tink ?? lolx ..
reached nyp but din see anyone there ..
thought they never wait for me =X
called sara .. they were at cheers buying things ..
and shu fen was last to reach =)
due to her having stomachache ..
maybe caused by drinking too much of holy water yest. hahax ..
accounting lecture was a bore ..
released us 1 hour early ..
and so , we had a one hour break instead of none =)
simply love library chocolate chip cookies ..
had one today again .. hahax ..
then had web app.
tutorial .. that cher was nice ..
she keep smiling at us de =)
at least i understood what she was saying ..
then was her lecture again ..
hahax ..
after that went to meet our PEM ..
not bad ??? meet for a while only .. then go off le ..
that shu fen lie to me ..
thought she also going home .. then can take train tog ..
but we walked to the block there .. she went lib find friend i tink ..
then i no choice walked back ..
saw priscilla on my way .. then thought again got someone pei me ..
but she went find her BF also .. lolx ..
and so , went back alone ..
on mrt so bored ..
and finally dragging days after days ...
i FINALLY settled this ..
broke up le .. i tink he will be happier this way ..
and maybe like what she feel also .. feelings faded ..
i realised that too ..
i no longer feel that way already .. from many things i can see that ..
feelings faded away with time passing ..
maybe its due to things ??
and so no point still hanging on to it ..
i should let him go ..
cause i feel that he still likes her ..
just due to things he came back ..
this only my thinking .. whether is true a not im not sure ..
he wanted chances i gave him lots ..
and so , no more chances le ..
i wun wan to try anymore ..
the ending is always the same ..
so why try ?? "NO "WILL BE MY ANSWER
and we are friends from today onwards ...
hope u will be happier ..
this shall be the final ending .. friends =)
i still prefer the way we are now ..
we can even chat in msn .. and start laming there ..
when we are together we never do that..
this is the best for us =)
i trust my decision for this ..
i will never regret ..
hope i can forget about this also ..
im sure i can .. and i shall ~
we shall be friends eva =)
enjoy people =)