today had science prac ..
tink is still okay bahx ...
except the last question ...
din know how to do ...
so just anyhow write lorx ...
maybe the method work ??? lolx
shall ask my tuor how to do that when he comes ..

Graduation night was quite alright bahx ...
din feel like crying lehx ...
just feel happy bahx ..
just love my class lots =)
sang the school song for the last time ..
was sort of laughing all the way ...
cause the boys were singing so loud ..
the sit there listen listen ..
took pics with some people ...
went on stage get the file thingy ...
was quite nervous lehx .. dunno lehx ..
scared i will trip went going up the stairs ...
so dumb right ??? LOLX ...

took the file and took pics with mr chen and mdm christina low ..
shall go order the pic ... but like very ma fan lehx ...
shall see how ...
then after that ..
keep finding people to help me sign the autograph thingy ...
then sign until like no more people le ..
went lot and eat ...
went home after that ...
came online after watching tv ..
then here am i ... blogging ...


did this poem after breaking up with him ..
and i realised that writing this type of things
can help in your feeling ..
dunno why lehx ...
after writing this out
i feel more of letting go of this le ...
im not thinking of him anymore ...
I want to forget him ...
i wan him out of my mind ,out of my heart ..
there are more things out there
that are worth more to treasure ..

[[ Whenever I am feeling down
I will stare into the air
and recall back to those days with you.
But everything is over,
all in the past
it will never happen again
memories are the only things left.
The feeling of love for you is fading away

once my heart was filled with love
the feeling of love for you.
I could only remember the way you looked into my eyes
let me feel that you were the one for me
the way u held my hands tightly
let me feel wanted by you
the way you said I LOVE YOU
let me feel to say I LOVE YOU TOO

But all this did not last long.
Now, the way u treat me
let me feel hurt and unwanted
the way u treat me
is breaking my heart into pieces.

You promiseed not to hurt me,
but u still did so ...
whenever u promise me
I hope u will keep it
BUT again and again,
you broke the promises you made to me

My heart are filled with
all the lies you said to me.
Whenever I know that you lied to me,
my trust for you will disappear.

Until the day my heart
can't take it anymore
I cried and broke up with you.
The replies you gave me hurt me deeply ...
no one ever hurt me so deeply
but you did so !!
It made me feel that everything has ended
TOTALLY ENDED !!!

You apologized after that and
said that you said those words in anger.
BUT let me tell you
words said can never ever be treated
as though it has never been said.
I can only say that we are not possible anymore,
and we will never be together ever again.

I cannot pretend as if it is not hurting me,
I wanted to keep the happy memories with me.
BUT all I can think of are
all the lies & broken promises and hurt.
I cannot recall back to the happy days
when you held my hands tightly and said I LOVE YOU.

Now, whenever i see you
I can only feel hurt
I really dun know why ..
my tears rolled down after that.
I tasted the tears,
it is becoming tasteless
Does that means that Im letting go ??
I dont know .......
Im turning numb
I cannot feel anything more.
Cause my heart is broken
broken by you my love


Good mahx ??? i know is all crap la horx ...
so just bear with it can le =)
thats how i feel last time la horx ...
now things are totally different le ...